歌词
Story of my life
我的人生历程
Searching for the right
无非是在找一个对的人
But it keeps avoiding me
可这条正道一直在回避我
Sorrow in my soul
令悲伤填满我的灵魂
cause it seems that wrong
好像对他们来说
really loves my company
爱上我是弥天大错
Hes more than a man
他不仅仅是一个男人
and this is more than love
这也不仅仅是一段爱情
the reason that this guy is blue
他脸色忧伤
the clouds are rolling in
头顶愁云惨淡的缘故
because I'm gone again
无非是因为我的离去
and to him I just can't be true
他觉得我不够坦诚
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
我知道他察觉了我的不忠
and it kills him inside
这一发现让他心如刀绞
to know that I am happy with some other guy
他哪受得了我和其他男人寻欢
I can see him dying
我看见他半死不活的模样
I don't wanna do this anymore
实在不忍心再继续下去
I don't wanna be the reason why
我不想再加重自己的负罪感
Everytime I walk out the door
每次我迈出家门
I see him die a little more inside
他的心越发靠近地狱之门
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
我不想继续伤害他
I don't wanna take away his life
我不想夺去他性命
I don't wanna be...
我不想变成
a murderer
杀人凶手
I feel it in the air
一种诡异的感觉弥漫在空气中
as I'm doing my hair
惊扰了正在为明天幽会
preparing for another day
而精心打扮的我
A kiss up on my cheek
他吻了我的脸颊
He's here reluctantly
心中百般不情愿
as if I'm gonna be out late
似乎猜到我又要夜不归宿
I say I won't be long
我说今晚不会出去太久
Just hanging with the girls
只是和好姐妹们聚聚
A liar didn't have to tell
明眼人都看得出这番谎话
Because we both know
因为我们已经心知肚明
where I'm about to go
我的目的地
and we know it very well
他一清二楚
cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
其实我已经知道他看出了我的不忠
and it kills him inside
这个事实让他心如刀割
to know that I am happy with some other guy
他怎么可能接受我和第三者作乐
I can see him dying
我看得出他悲痛欲绝的模样
I don't wanna do this anymore
我想就此打住
I don't wanna be the reason why
我不想成为人间祸害
Everytime I walk out the door
我一次次踏出家门
I see him die a little more inside
你一次次走近鬼门
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
我不想再摧残他
I don't wanna take away his life
我不想再迫害他
I don't wanna be...
我不想变成
a murderer
谋杀犯
His trust
他这么信任我
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
我是不是该对着他的脑壳开一枪
Get it over with
一劳永逸
I don't wanna do this
可我不想继续
Anymore （anymore）
我的罪行（不能这么下去）
我不想一错再错
I don't wanna do this anymore
我不想遗祸人间
I don't wanna be the reason why
我每踏出家门一次
Everytime I walk out the door
你离死亡更近一步
I see him die a little more inside
我不想再伤害他
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
我不想摧毁他
I don't wanna take away his life
我不想变成
I don't wanna be...
杀人犯（杀人犯）
a murderer （a murderer）
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
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