i hope that means forever

The first thing is to allow yourself to say goodbye

and too often we get afraid of endings

and so we don't allow ourselves a goodbye

I walked her home for last time

I hope she would remember

She said she'll always be mine

I hope that means forever

And if you love me

Then why are you so tool face and non-happy

And if you need me

Then why are you so complicated

always shameless always hated never sharing love

Goodbyes are temporary

because no one ever really leaves

and nothing lasts forever

and if you can remember those two things

that people are always with us

because in our hearts and in our memory

and the only thing we can depend on is change

I bet it hurts to read permanence

I used to think on all of this and how you don't

Damn it's hard to find sustenance

when all I have was love for this and now you don't

now I just abuse substances

to drown out your accomplishments, however few