I Really Loved Harold

They told me when

I was little,

I'd go to heaven if

I was good.

Now I'm a long way from little,'

Cause I tried to find heaven,'

Cause I thought that

I could.I thought that

I could.And

I thought

I loved Harold,

And I really loved

John,I really loved

AlphyI almost loved

Tom.I loved them so easy,

And I loved them so free.

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me.

Hallo, song of the willow,

The dreams under my pillow,

Turned to tears that

I cried.Beauty and love are our riddle,

Never to answer, but always to try.

And, boy, did

I try.And

I tried with

Harold,And

I tried with

John.I tried with

Alphy,And almost with

Tom.I left myself open,

For the whole world to see.

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me.

So I said goodbye to

Harold,And goodbye to

John.Goodbye to

Alphy,And goodbye to

Tom.I loved them so easy,

And I loved them so free.

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me.

Oh say, can you see?

By the dawn's early light

No light will shine me