歌词
I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well
随着时间流逝 我的年纪增长 我认为我已足够成熟
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
多希望曾有人告诫我 这条路只会由我独自走下去
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
我怀揣着感恩是有原因的 我感激身边的许多人
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
但当陌生的粉丝们总是在我家门前窥视时 一切都变了味道
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before
多么讽刺啊 因为最奇怪的是你似乎比以前更加迷恋我
(Anyone before)
Too bad they're usually deranged
糟糕的是他们通常都精神错乱
Last week, I realized I crave pity
上周我才意识 到这是多么的遗憾
When I retell a story I make, everything sound worse
当我复述一个故事 每一个部分都变得不再那么美好
Can't shake the feeling, that I'm just bad at healin'
无法摆脱笼罩着我的情绪 也许我的伤口难以愈合
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
也许这便是为什么我开口之前都要深思熟虑一番
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still bein' ignored
多么讽刺啊 因为当我不再袒露心扉时 我仍被你们忽视
Lying for attention, just to get neglection
苦苦寻求注意 到头来还是被冷落
Now we're estranged
现在你我 分道扬镳
Things I once enjoyed (Ah-ah)
我曾认为是享受的事情
Just keep me employed now
现在让我措手不及
Things I'm longing for
我曾渴望憧憬的事物
Some day I'll be bored of
总有一天也会随着成长厌倦
It's so weird
多奇怪啊
That we care so much, until we don't
我们投注精力去在乎的某些事情 长大后却又不那么在乎了
I'm getting older, I got more on my shoulders
随着时间流逝 我的年纪增长 肩头的责任愈加沉重
But I'm gettin' better at admittin' when I'm wrong
但我也更擅长于坦然承认自己的错误
I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor
我已比以往任何时刻都更加欢愉 至少这是我努力换来的结果
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
让自己的心境镇定下来 把及时行乐当作信条
'Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised would depend on what I'm givin'
因为说实话 我只是希望依靠我的付出 可以完成我所承诺的事情
Not on his permission, wasn't my decision to be abused
不是通过男性的许可 被伤害虐待也并非我的抉择
Things I once enjoyed
我曾认为是享受的事情
Just keep me employed now
现在让我措手不及
Things I'm longing for, mm
我曾渴望憧憬的事物
Some day I'll be bored of
总有一天也会随着成长厌倦
It's so weird
多奇怪啊
That we care so much, until we don't
我们投注精力去在乎的某些事情 长大后却又不那么在乎了
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
但希望下周 我能在某个地方开怀大笑
For anybody askin, I promise I'll be fine
对于那些上前关心我的人 我保证我会好好的
I've had some trauma
曾经的创伤已然刻下
Did things I didn't wanna
也做了那些不情愿的事
Was too afraid to tell ya
曾经我害怕向你们倾吐
But now I think it's time
但现在 我想是时候与你们分享
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