歌词
Always tryna please another
总是无谓尝试，想要取悦彼此
But I always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt
到头来却只让我被情所伤
Planned my life by trying to succeed
总是想要做好规划，飞黄腾达
But never ended up with what I really need
到头来骨感现实教我做人
I wish I could write and hide away
我只想要 远走高飞
I’m trapped in my head and I’m never safe
烦乱思绪，让我毫无安全感可言
Don’t take me back to being 17
别让我再回到，那青葱岁月
Before I understood just what he’d do to me
在我能够辩清他的伪善之前
只因Stephen早已收好他的烂摊子
Cause Steph's already got her shit sorted
Kristy也早就，踏上去纽约的征程
And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh
惟愿我不要，再像从前那般投入
Wish I wasn’t just always so caught in
你只顾自为我强加标签
You wishing I could be somebody
若是我在21岁时仍一事无成
If I just turned 21 and got nothing
我想或许明年，事情就要好转
Thinking I can fix it all next year
抱歉我时常以泪洗面
你却从不会在乎我的感受
Sorry that I’m always so sad
动手动脚好似我没有痛觉
Bet you wanna fix me up bad
不知他们，怎会觉得你我能相伴长久
Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic
兴许只是我自作多情
Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
我只想要更开心一些
Maybe it’s just all in my head
自上周起我已对你不理不睬
I wish I could be happy instead
忙于为这，剪不断的情愁泣下
Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week
不过明年
Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric
一切都要好转
But not next year
我就要拥抱新的人生
No no no not next year
但愿生活的重压能予我些许喘息
I’m livin' it up next year
期盼我能够放下过去
But I wish I could breathe
不去再关注，闺蜜们的功成名就
I wish I could let go of this feeling
我只顾自的，理着这理不清的心绪
That all of my friends got all they need and
希望你能，淡出我的生活
I’m on my own
让我一人，完成这生命的长跑
Wish you could leave
哪怕只是一事无成
Leave me to spend my whole life running
哪怕只是颓废度日也无谓
Doing a lot then doing nothing
只因Stephen早已收好他的烂摊子
Waisting my time
Kristy也早就，踏上去纽约的征程
惟愿我不要，再像从前那般投入
But Steph's already got her shit sorted
希望我能够，改过自新
And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh
只因若是我在21岁时仍一事无成
Wish I wasn’t so caught in
我想或许明年，事情就要好转
Wishing I could be somebody
抱歉我时常以泪洗面
Cause just turned 21 and got nothing
你却从不会在乎我的感受
Thinking I can fix it all next year
动手动脚好似我没有痛觉
不知他们，怎会觉得你我能相伴长久
Sorry that I’m always so sad
兴许只是我自作多情
Bet you wanna fix me up bad
我只想要更开心一些
Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic
自上周起我已对你不理不睬
Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
忙于为这，剪不断的情愁泣下
Maybe it’s just all in my head
不过明年
I wish I could be happy instead
一切都要好转
Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week
我就要拥抱新的人生
Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric
哭泣的感受，让我反胃
But not next year
我已厌烦了记仇
No no no not next year
有时我只希望，你我从未谋面
只因比起憎恶某人
I wish I could forgive and forget
我甘愿碌碌无为
So sick of feeling salty
It hurts 2 hate somebody
Sometimes I just wish we never met
Cause I’d rather feel nothing
If it hurts to hate somebody
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