I Don't Know How To Love Him

I don't know how to love him

what to do, how to move him

I've been changed, yes really changed

in this past few days when I see myself

I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this

I don't see why he moves me

he's a man, he's just a man

and I've had so many men before

in very many ways, he's just one more

should I bring him down

should I scream and shout

should I speak of love

let my feelings out

I'd never thought I'd come to this

what's it all about

so you think it's rather funny

I should be in his position

I'm the one, who's always there

so calm so cool, no lover's fool

running every show, he scares me so

I'd never thought I'd come to this

What's it all about

yet, if he said he loved me

I'd be lost, I'd be frightened

I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope

I'd turn my head, I'd back away

I wouldn't want to know

he scares me so

I wan't him so

I love him so