歌词
I want it to be, like, messy
我想让这首歌凌乱一点
I'm so insecure I think
我很缺乏安全感
That I'll die before I drink
估计都活不到能借酒消愁的年纪
And I'm so caught up in the news
我太在意别人的看法
Of who likes me and who hates you
搞得整天心烦意乱
And I'm so tired that I might
当下的生活让我乏困
Quit my job, start a new life
指不定哪天就会奔向自由
And they'd all be so disappointed
不管人们对我多么失望
'Cause who am I, if not exploited?
我很好奇跳脱束锁的我是怎样的
And I'm so sick of seventeen
十七岁 真难熬
Where's my ****in' teenage dream?
我的雄心壮志哪儿去了
If someone tells me one more time
如果再有人告诉我要“享受青春”
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
我估计会立马哭出来
And I don't stick up for myself
我一直没法振作
I'm anxious and nothing can help
焦躁不已 几乎绝望
And I wish I’d done this before
有太多后悔的事
And I wish people liked me more
总想更受欢迎些
All I did was try my best
我已经竭尽全力做到最好了
This the kind of thanks I get?
却还是得不到什么好回报
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah ah)
一直浸在自己的苦河里
They say these are the golden years
人们都说这是我的黄金时期
But I wish I could disappear
但我好想销声匿迹
Ego crush is so severe
自信挫败太致命了
God, it's brutal out here
现实真的太残酷
I feel like no one wants me
我总觉得没人爱我
And I hate the way I'm perceived
我也不想这么疑神疑鬼
I only have two real friends
不管怎么算最多两个真心朋友
And lately I'm a nervous wreck
近来总是狂躁郁闷
'Cause I love people I don't like
爱上不喜欢的人
And I hate every song I write
写不出满意的歌
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
既不炫酷 也不聪明
And I can't even parallel park
连车都停不好
All I did was try my best
我已经竭尽全力做到最好了
This the kind of thanks I get
却仍然得不到应得的东西
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah ah)
成日浸在自己的苦河里
They say these are the golden years
人们都说现在是我的黄金时期
But I wish I could disappear
我就希望没人认识我
Ego crush is so severe
自信的落差太让我窒息
God, it's brutal out here
现实就是这么残酷
(Yeah! Just having a really good time)
（是哇 现在我很开心）
Got a broken ego, broken heart
自信不再 心碎满地
And god, I don't even know where to start
唉 我不知道该如何说起
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