cryin too much

Yeah, oh..uh

Oh fxxk I'm drunk went and did it again

I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend

I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend

My heart self harm makes it easy to pen

I'm not the monster i painted as

But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac

I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed

I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

My minds gone bad yo whats the date

My hearts so cold bet a few could relate

Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub

I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk

Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush

I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt

I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

And i've been playing too much

One minute you hate me and the next you want fxxk

Just look at my love, yeah look at it goes

Every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

And that sucks my heart's inside my lungs

I hit my plug he fill me up

I don't want nothing but your love

You hit me up and said we done

Said we done, yeah yeah

Said we done, before the fire

Oh no oh god what have i done

Become all the things that i've been running from

I thought we were done talkin shxt, were above that

But words turn to fists its becoming a blood bath

But i'm drunk so i run back

If you call me an a-sshole, I don't have a comeback

I'm not just an a-sshole, I know that you know that

Craving my soul but i already sold that

I'm braving the cold, you already know that i hate this

Fxxk love i wanna be famous

At least i can't be shameless and

Spend all my time gettin wasted

But that's you wanted right

I don't wanna hang on right

I'm on my own tonight, you make me wanna die

I'll let you kill me some other time

Oh fxxk i'm drunk went and did it again

I cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend

I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend

My heart self harm makes it easy to pen

I'm not the monster i painted as

But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac

I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed

I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

My minds gone bad yo whats the date

My hearts so cold bet a few could relate

Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub

I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk

Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush

I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt

I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much