歌词
You didn't care about me
你根本不在乎我 (本歌是Canibus对Eminem的一首diss track,因为Canibus认为姆的”Stan”是在讽刺他,故写下这首歌的续集)
And now this is how it has to be
现在这一切都是必然的
I was lost, but now I am free
我曾经迷失,但现在我已自由
I'm happy 'cause I found a family
我很高兴,因为我找到了一个家
What up Em? It's ya biggest fan
阿姆你近来可好?我是你最忠实的粉丝 (Stan给姆的信中多次提到自己是他的”Biggest Fan”)
It's not even necessary to introduce who I am by now, 'cause we're good friends
应该不用介绍我是谁了吧,因为我们是好朋友 (Stan曾表示他们”Meant to be together”)
Remember the letter I wrote, before Atlanta on Up In Smoke
记得我写的那封信吧,在你亚特兰大那场演唱会之前 (这里说的是姆于2000年8月4日在亚特兰大举行的演唱会Up In Smoke)
That's the day I was gonna cut ya throat
那天我就想割开你的喉咙 (在Stan给姆的磁带中他说把女朋友放在后备箱,并要模仿姆在歌曲’97 Bonnie and Clyde中的杀掉Kim一样割开他女朋友的喉咙)
I guess my watch was broke
我想我的手表坏了
'Cause by the time I woke
因为我醒来的时候
I seen my watch was twelve hours late and I missed the show
我看到我的表晚了12个小时,我错过了演出
But nonetheless I'm glad that I finally reached you
尽管如此,我还是很高兴因为我终于找到了你
Ever since the accident I've been dying to speak to you
自从那次事故以后,我一直想要和你说话 (指Stan驾车坠桥)
To tell you things have changed, and I'm a different man
告诉你一切都变了,我也变了
A different level of understanding, I'm a different Stan
不同层次的理解,我也是不同的Stan
Things are a lot better, I promise I won't harass you with any letters
现在已经好很多了,我保证我不会再写信骚扰你
Saying s**t like "We should be together"
说着什么“我们本该在一起”之类的屁话
I meant we should start a group
我觉得我们应该成立个小组
The industry's full of homos*xuals Slim, but I don't wanna **** you
这个圈里真的有太多基了,但我还不想和你有点什么
I got a new attitude, really, I ain't mad at you
我有了新的态度,真的,我不是生你的气
I just wanted you to recognize I got talent too
我只是想让你知道我也有天赋 (这里Canibus指姆曾经拒绝给他在Phuck U中写一段verse,Canibus便自己写了第三段verse,也被认为在diss姆和LL Cool J)
You didn't care about me
你根本不在乎我
And now this is how it has to be
现在这一切都是必然的
I was lost, but now I am free
我曾经迷失,但现在我已自由
I'm happy 'cause I found a family
我很高兴,因为我找到了一个家
When I say talented, I don't mean battle kid
当我在说我有天赋时,我不是在说battle
I mean storytelling, kinda like how ya album is
我是在说讲故事,有点像你的专辑
I been attending counseling and taking medicine
我一直在接受心理咨询并且认真吃药 (姆给Stan的信中曾让他接受些心理咨询)
They did some tests on me at NIH in Maryland
他们在马里兰的卫生研究院给我做了些测试
They showed me techniques to help me deal with pressure
他们向我展示了些可以帮助我应对压力的技术
Whenever I remember that crazy night when I was being reckless
每当我想起那个疯狂的夜晚,我可真是鲁莽
Driving with a deathwish, on the bridge and I crashed into a Lexus
开车时便没想活,在桥上我撞了辆雷克萨斯
Right before I finished that last sentence
就在我说完最后一句之前
I was listenin to Xzibit's album "Restless"
我正听着Xzibit的Restless那张专 (这里可能是Canibus用一种巧妙的方式告诉姆不要和他有beef,因为这张专辑中有一首名叫” Don’t Aproach Me”的歌,而且这首歌有姆的f
The next thing I knew I was under water and breathless
后来我只知道我被水淹没,喘不了气
I was unconscious for a second, literally dying to go to heaven
我失去知觉了一秒钟,濒死状态下去了趟天堂
Till some fellas came and pulled me from the wreckage
直到有人来把我从车的残骸中拉出来
They started CPR, then they called the paramedics
他们开始做心肺复苏,然后叫了护理人员
In retrospect I probably shoulda used a gun to end it
回想起来,我或许应该用枪来结束这一切
By the time the car sunk
当车沉下去的时候
My pregnant girlfriend was still in the trunk
我那怀着孕的女朋友还在后备箱里
And I was still feelin kinda drunk
我则还是有点醉醺醺
The ambulance came and they put me on the stretcher
救护车来了,他们把我放在担架上
Hooked me up to the IV and checked my blood pressure
给我接上静脉注射管,检查我的血压
One of them was so concerned that they wouldn't leave
其中一个非常担心,不愿离开
He hopped in the back of the ambulance and rolled up some w**d
他跳上救护车的后座,卷了点叶子 (这里Stan应该就是在指Canibus)
My vision was blurry, I couldn't really see
我的视线模糊,看不清东西
I just remember his voice talking to me
我只记得他和我说话的声音
In the emergency room, I needed surgery to get some glass removed
我进了急救室,得动手术取出玻璃渣
And fifty stitches for my wounds
我的伤口缝了五十针
You didn't care about me
你根本不在乎我
And now this is how it has to be
现在这一切都是必然的
I was lost, but now I am free
我曾经迷失,但现在我已自由
I'm happy 'cause I found a family
我很高兴,因为我找到了一个家
After a couple months of therapy
经过几个月的治疗
I figured I was as ready as I'd ever be - I wanted to be an emcee
我想我已经准备好了,我也想说唱
He took me to shows wit him, he let me flow wit him
他带我去练习,他教我说唱技巧
He let me write some rhymes and go on tour wit him
他让我写了几段,他让我和他一起巡回演出
I really believed in him, I decided to team wit him
我真的觉得他很行,我决定和他合作
And now I'm overseas wit him, getting cheese wit him
现在我和他在国外,和他一起找妹子
And I'm emceeing wit him, I'm having the best time of my life
现在我和他一起说唱,我正过着一生中最爽的时候
And I'm writing the best rhymes of my life
我正写着我一生中最棒的词
He introduces me to people as his lyrical equal
他把我介绍给人们,说我和他一样善于词作
Let me write a rhyme on his album and even produce a beat too
让我在他的专辑里写上一首,甚至是做个beat
He ain't see-through, I can't see him fronting
我看不穿他
He's not the type to call you, just because he needs something
他不是那种仅仅因为需要什么就给你打电话的人
That's what I like about him
这就是我喜欢他的地方
I wouldn't want to rock a mike without him
没有他我便不想写词
He's got kahunas and he's not a coward
他有胆量,他不是胆小鬼
Matta fact, I think he met you
事实上,我想他见过你
It was the day you came to his video shoot with DJ, Jimmy's nephew
那天你和吉米的侄子DJ一起去看他的录像
'Clef stepped to him and told him he should step to you
Clef走到他身边,叫他走到你身边
That you was ghost writing for L, but that wasn't true
说你替LL代笔,但那不是真的 (Canibus曾认为姆代写了LL Cool J diss他的歌)
You was looking at him the same way I'm looking at you
你看他的眼神就和我看你的眼神一样
Why can't we be friends Em', I don't want nothing from you
阿姆为什么我们不能做朋友?我不想从你那儿得到什么
You see there's a little bit of Stan in all of us
你看,我们每个人心中都有个Stan (这里是指姆的The Real Slim Shady中说每个人都有Slim Shady的一面)
Tell me where you think all of these record sales spawn from
你觉得所有这些专辑销量都是从哪里来的
Talking 'bout Britney and Christina Aguilera
说着Britney Spears和Christina Aguilera
Nsync too, have you ever looked in a mirror?
还说了Nsync,你也不照照镜子看看自己?(这两句Canibus在讽刺姆不断diss流行歌手,而他自己和这些人并没有什么区别)
Your hair ain't really blonde, and ya eyes ain't blue
你的头发并非真是金色,你的眼睛也不是蓝色 (姆的头发其实是棕色,眼睛则是褐色的,他为了塑造Slim Shady人格才进行的改变)
So never diss me, cuz when you diss me you're dissin' you
所以永远不要diss我,因为当你diss我时,你就是在diss你自己
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