So Much Pain

Artist：ja rule

Songs Title：so much pain

Rest in peace to my ***** stretch, my ***** pac

So much pain

Uhh.. yeah, huh, yeah

All my, ******.. so much pain

Uhh.. huh, yeah

Yeah, so.. much..

Ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhhh

Ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhhh

Theyll never take me alive, Im gettin high with my fo-five

Cocked on these ****** time to die

Even as a lil *****, you could picture me hot gun in the rain

I shed the tear, cause this ***** here inherits the pain

And now Im labeled as a thug ***** - you know the game

Smokin ****, ****** hoes, slangin thangs, thats the life I live

Even if I tried to go back Id get lost （come back）

And everything I seem to love I done lost

**** the world if they cant understand me

What else could I do? I had to feed my ****** family

Yo lies is my truth, so Im a drug to your youth

And you dont want em nowhere near me, now that they can hear me

I spits razors, never been a stranger to homicide

My citys full of tote-slangers and chalk lines

Why do we die at an early age?

***** so young, but still a victim of a twelve-gauge

Feel the rage this world has bestowed upon me

And I dont give a **** cause they dont give a **** bout me

So I keep - drinkin hennessy, bustin at my enemies

Will I live to see twenty-three? theres so much pain

Ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhhh

Im tired of the strain and the pain （so much pain）

Ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhhh

Im tired of the strain and the pain

Years and years of strugglin all my life

Runnin wild as a kid, grew up blazin em right

Im in a - little cell I call my soul lately

Its been a - givin me hell and my heart is screamin, dont enter

Ive been cursed, for what its worth I feel dead

Spittin to you, I know Im in way over my head

But lord hear me, I believe in your 7 day theory

Three souls done sent this whole world teary （can you hear me? ）

Too hot for you to stand near me

Its so much pain, and ****** wanna kill me

Im tired of the stress and the strain

But my, grimiest grimeys got love for me

Theyre blazin, sendin shotguns up above for me

My face in, hennessy with no chaser

Coke rises on every way in - keep us hustlin *****

Me and my man got a plan to get this paper *****

So if you owe *****, look for the gauge to blow *****

I figured Id be considered a killer

Doin crime excited my mind and leadin the blind

I, cant express my compassion, my satisfaction

For gettin ****** up and blastin - we all been there

Taught from young to shoot, show no fear and lie

And wipe the tears from yo mothers eyes - so much pain

Ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhh, ohhhhh

Im tired of the strain and the pain

Ooohhh, tired of the strain and the pain

Im tired of the strain and the pain

Ooooooohhhhhh, nooooooooooooo

They got me mobbin like Im - locd and ready to get my slug on

I load my clip and slip my ************ gloves on

I aint scared to blast on these suckers if they test me

Trust, I got my glock cocked, playa if they press me

Bust on ************* with a - passion

Better duck cause I aint lookin when Im - ba-blastin

Im a nut and drinkin hennessy

And gettin high on the lookout for my enemies

Dont wanna die, tell me why?

Cause the stress gettin major

A buck-fifty cross the face with my razor

What can I do but be a thug until Im dead and gone

I keep my brain on the game and stay headstrong

These sorry bastards wanna kill me in my sleep

Im real they can not see

And everyday is just a struggle, steady thuggin on the streets

And I be, ballin loc, dont let em make you worry

Keep swingin at these suckers til you buried

I was born to raise - hell, a ***** from the gutter, word to mother

Im tough - Im kickin dust up, ready to bust

Im on the scene steady muggin mean until they kill me

Ill be livin this life, I know you feel me

Theres so much pain

Ooooohhhhh, pain