Suicide

Everywhere is still

Everything is restless in my heart

I hate the way this feels

Suddenly I'm scared to be apart

The days are dark

when you're not around

The air is getting hard to breathe

I wish that you would

just put me down

I wish that I could go to sleep

Loving you is suicide

I don't know should go

or should I stay

I'm tryna to keep myself alive

Knowing there's a chance

it's all too late

But I heard you say you love me

That's the part I can't forget

And I wish that you come save me

'Cos I'm standing over the edge

I should let you go

Tell myself the things I need to hear

But my brain is why you're wrong

That's why I'm loving you

when you're not here

Feels like I drown in your every word

And every breath

that's in between

Somehow you got me

where it really hurts

It's killing every part of me

Loving you is suicide

I don't know should I go

or should I stay

I'm tryna to keep myself alive

Knowing there's a chance

it's all too late

But I heard you say you love me

That's the part I can't forget

And I wish that you come save me

Boy 'cos I'm standing over the edge

Loving you is suicide

And my world's about to break

And I had as much as

I can take

And love is a long way down

Loving you is suicide

And it's getting harder everyday

I'm tryna to keep myself alive

Knowing there's a chance

it's all too late

And I'm way past every moment

But I'm still determined to fight

And I know it's taking

all my strength

To give emotions alive

Loving you is suicide