I Remember (Prod. Combination Lock)

Ya I remember being 13

Knife to my wrist

And a list of broken dreams

Look at me now man

Now I ****** gleam

But I still can’t forget about all those ****** things

Ya I remember being 15

Snortin all em pills

Didn’t know a damn thing

Gettin kicked outta schools

Hittin licks thinkin it was cool

I’m a lame for the goon that I grew into

Ya I remember being 17

Syringes on the table

Round a grimy ass scene

Rigs in my veins til I ****** od'd

I was tryna die

I was just tryna bleed

Go ahead and judge me

Go ahead don’t love me

I don’t feel regret

Nah, I just feel pain

Suffocating memories flooding out my brain

And I ain't ashamed

I ain't ashamed

Don’t ask me my name

I’m ****** insane

But I ain't ashamed

No I ain't ashamed

I ain't ashamed

Cause this **** made me who I am

This **** made me who I am

This **** made me who I am…