歌词
A suicidal haze, unreal like a torturous dream
自杀的阴霾, 像一场受尽折磨的痛苦幻梦
Old stinging mental wounds, still raw and ****ing bleeding
那些陈旧的心理创伤, 宛如昨日般鲜血淋漓
Drowning in the womb of misery, the mother of depression
溺死在孕育灾祸的子宫，抑郁之母
The slaughter of all hope, the grim death of compassion
屠杀殆尽所有希冀, 悲悯心的凄然之死
Sell your soul to evil
将你的灵魂出卖给邪恶
Sell your soul to death
将你的灵魂出卖给死亡
... suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide...
...自杀, 自杀, 自杀...
A dead empty stare into the ruins of my world
一道死气沉沉的空洞目光，凝视着我内心世界的废墟
A world I have already left, so many years ago
一个我已经离开的世界，早在许多年以前
There are no more barriers to cross
再也没有障碍需要跨越了
All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane
我与失控者和疯子的一切共同之处
The vicious and the evil
那些凶残及邪恶的
All the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it
我所造成的诸多混乱, 以及我对它的全然漠不关心
I have now surpassed
如今我都已超脱
My pain is constant and sharp
我的痛苦持续且尖锐
And I do not hope for a better world for anyone
而我并不希望世界变得更加美好
In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others
事实上, 我想将我的痛苦施加给其他人
I want no one to escape
我不想让任何人幸免于难
But even after admitting this
但即使承认了这些
There is no catharsis
情绪依然无从宣泄
My punishment continues to elude me
惩罚继续回避着我
And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself
而我也没能更深入地剖析自己
No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling
我的叙述中亦无法提取出新的内涵
This confession has meant
这段忏悔本质上
Nothing
毫无意义
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