歌词
if everything's goin right
如果一切都在驶向正轨
then why does it feel so wrong
为何我还感觉如此失败
i think i'm scared of the light
我想我开始惧怕了光辉
i think i'm scared to go on
我想我也开始惧怕前进
此时只需要药物来使我镇痛
i need some opiates now
也更加需要悲伤来让我浸没
i need some sadness to drown me
从来不擅长意会幸福
i'm not good at bein happy
唯独只擅长感受孤寂
i'm only good at bein lonely
美好的感受从未关注过我
我也已不再是以往的自我
these feelings, they don't feel like me
庆幸自己已经变为现在的自我
i'm distant from who i used to be
但不感到还能保持这样的自我
i'm glad that i changed, i am
我不再追求爱慕而是沉迷于药物
but i dont think i'll stay as i am
停下让自己变得更好吧
i don't want love i want drugs
我不值得这一切的恩赐
i don't want love i want drugs
请赐我一死
我不再追求爱慕而是沉迷于药物
stop ****** bein so nice
i don't deserve this
please let me just die
i don't want love i want drugs
i don't want love i want drugs...
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