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钢琴原曲:cry alone

I get these moments when I have to lie down

Because everything feels sort of too much

And I look up and see the blue

or the grey , or the black,

and I feel myself melting into it

And, for like a split second

I feel free and happy

Innocent, Like a dog or an alien

Or a baby

...

Sometimes you realize you’ve had a

thing keeping you going that might be a lie

When you actually really understand that

that the whole thing might have been a lie the whole time

It’s like you swallowed a stone

but not recently

it swallowed years ago