歌词
Well, I was just about that age
我曾处在那个年纪
cursing at the world through a lion's cage
于狮笼中诅咒世界
Telling myself I was the victim
欺骗自己是受害者
Young intuition
幼小的直觉
always seemed to lead that way
领导着身体
Tell me why every time
告诉我为什么每次
I look in my eyes
我注视自己的眼睛
All of the things i've always hated in myself come alive
一个鲜活的令人生厌的自己
I'm looking up heading down feeling like I'll die
麻木不仁的我像具行尸走肉
All of the things i feel inside my beating heart feed my head lies
跳动的心脏孕育虚伪的世界
I don't wanna lose myself
我不愿欺骗自己
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy
可我无法相信自己
I don't wanna lose my health
我不想伤害自己
I don't even know where to run from my own memories
却在幻梦中迷离
I don't wanna lose myself
我不愿放弃自己
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy
可我无法支撑自己
I don't wanna lose my health
我不想放任自己
I don't even know where to run from my own memories
却在记忆中游离
但那时我还是个孩子
但那时我还是个孩子
roaring in the midst of a lion's den
在狮穴里无谓的咆哮
Everything I said was a fiction
所言非真
But who would even listen?
未有人闻
I don't really need no friends
我渴望天长地久的陪伴
告诉我为什么每次
Tell me why every time
告诉我为什么每次
I look in my eyes
我注视自己的眼睛
all of the things i've always hated in myself come alive
一个鲜活的令人生厌的自己
I'm looking up heading down feeling like I'll die
麻木不仁的我像具行尸走肉
All of the things i feel inside my beating heart feed my head lies
跳动的心脏哺育虚伪的世界
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy
可我无法相信自己
I don't wanna lose my health
我只想保护自己
I don't even know where to run from my own memories
却在幻梦中迷离
I don't wanna lose myself
我不愿背叛自己
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy
可我无法支撑自己
I don't wanna lose my health
我不想伤害自己
I don't even know where to run from my own memories
却在记忆里游离
我爱上自己的谎言
我爱上自己的谎言
saying that i'm strong but then I’m
欺骗自己
hiding from my past life
掩藏过去的尾巴
scared of seeing who I've been
怕被人知晓的曾经
我爱上虚伪的自己
I'm falling for my own lies
我爱上虚伪的自己
saying that i'm strong but then I’m
吹嘘自己
hiding from my past life
埋葬斑驳的回忆
scared of seeing who I've been
怕被人发现的往昔
我不愿欺骗自己
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy
可我无法相信自己
I don't wanna lose my health
我不想伤害自己
I don't even know where to run from my own memories
却在幻梦中迷离
I don't wanna lose myself
我不愿背叛自己
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy
可我无法支撑自己
I don't wanna lose my health
我只想保护自己
I don't even know where to run from my own memories
却在记忆里游离
我不能欺骗自己（不能）
我不能欺骗自己（不能）
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy (I don't want)
可我已经无法相信自己（不再相信）
I don't wanna lose my health (I don’t )
我只想保护自己（只想）
I don't even know where to run from my own memories (I don't want)
却早已在幻梦中迷离（迷离）
I don't wanna lose myself (I don’t )
我不能放弃自己（不能）
I don't even know how to not be my own enemy (I don't want)
可我已经忘了自己（忘了自己）
I don't wanna lose my health (I don’t )
我只想保护自己（只想）
I don't even know where to run from my own memories (I don't want)
却早已丢了自己（丢了自己）
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