歌词
I was three years old
那时我只三岁
All I wanted was the music and
心之所向唯有音乐
My parents were doing everything they could
爸爸妈妈 为我准备好他们能做的一切
To move away from our place working over time always
为了搬离这个地方 他们整日都工作着
While I sat up in my grandma's project building coloring, oh
只有老祖母 让我在她色彩斑斓的世界里塑起自我
Moved to a small town and started to started to grow
搬去另一个小镇开始慢慢成长
Poetry written, I'm singing and dancing, oh
写诗 跳舞或歌唱
Photographs, painting, cartoons
照片 画画和卡通
That's all I know
是彼时我心中一切
That's all I know, oh
是我所知的一切
I have one best friend to this very ******* day
那些日子 我曾有一位挚友（指Jackie Mel儿时最好的朋友 Mel曾说Jackie是她工作上最大的支持者）
Since we were five years old and I ******* moved away
当我们五岁时 我却搬离了她
I wish I never did cause she's the only one who sees me
多希望我从未离开 因为她已是唯一在乎我的人
For who I really am instead of how many I reach, oh
在乎真正的我 而不是功成名就的我
Trusted too many fake people while I was still young
不谙世事时 相信过太多虚情假意
Gave them the benefit of the doubt, I was so wrong
先入为主 以为世人皆好 我错得离谱
I cut them off and they came for blood cause they know
就算我甩掉他们 他们就像循血的野兽 因为他们知道
They ain't getting no more
他们已经不能再得到更多好处
I'm so done with playing piggy back, oh
我受够了尔虞我诈的游戏
Swear to God I wished y'all all the best, oh
曾向神发誓 我希望所有人都是人性本善
You're lying your way to try to gain a piece of me
你自圆自谎 只想从我这攫取一点好处（此处指Timothy Heller 此曲即是对Timothy的指责）
When you could never come close cause I know my destiny
当你已经无法再靠近我半分 因为我已知晓自己的命运
I worked hard for my ****
为了我的音乐 我努力不懈
Put my love in this ****
在我的音乐里 我倾注我所有的爱
Now you're trying to kill my name for some fame
现在为了你那些虚名 却要抹杀了我的声明
What is this?
这又算什么
Tried to help you do your ****
居然还帮你在背后捅自己刀子
Encouraged you to work on it
鼓励你继续尝试来谋杀我的一切
Was a good friend and you used that to your advantage
曾是挚友 你却以此来满足自己的私欲
Now I'm 22 and I've had a crazy year of
如今我已二十有二 过了疯狂的一年
Isolation from all the plastic people here
终于逃脱那些虚假友谊的束缚
I cannot wait for the day
我再也等不到那一天
I can finally move away
我想我终于可以离开
Back to New York City where the realest people really stay, oh
回到纽约城 那个最真实的朋友始终坚守的地方（指Jackie）
Spent this time writing away my heart and my soul
我以我的一生来写着我的真心与灵魂
The people I surround myself with have hearts filled with gold
如今我身边的人 都有着金石一般炽热的心
Love and empathy are things that we hold so close
爱与共鸣是我们彼此搂紧于怀的宝物
Trying to learn and evolve
试着去学习 疼痛蜕化
I'm so done with playing piggy back, oh
我受够了尔虞我诈的游戏
Swear to God I wished y'all all the best, oh
曾向神发誓 我希望所有人都是人性本善
You're lying your way to try to gain a piece of me
你自圆自谎 只想从我这攫取一点好处
When you could never come close cause I know my destiny
当你已经无法再靠近我半分 因为我已知晓自己的命运
I worked hard for my ****
为了我的音乐 我努力不懈
Put my love in this ****
在我的音乐里 我倾注我所有的爱
Now you're trying to kill my name for some fame
现在为了你那些虚名 却要抹杀了我的声明
What is this?
这又算什么
Tried to help you do your ****
居然还帮你在背后捅自己刀子
Encouraged you to work on it
鼓励你继续尝试来谋杀我的一切
Was a good friend and you used that to your advantage
曾是挚友 你却以此来满足自己的私欲
I'm so done with playing piggy back, oh
我受够了尔虞我诈的游戏
Swear to God I wished y'all all the best, oh
曾向神发誓 我希望所有人都是人性本善
You're lying your way to try to gain a piece of me
你自圆自谎 只想从我这攫取一点好处
When you could never come close cause I know my destiny
当你已经无法再靠近我半分 因为我已知晓自己的命运
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