歌词
I've been a liar and a lover
我曾是个撒谎者也是个爱人
I've been the focus of the conflict
我曾经是冲突的焦点
I've been trying to recover
我一直试图重归于好
What's the meaning to this nonsense
这些荒唐念头的意义是什么
Oh lord, show me there's so much more to this life than the road I've been
哦神啊，向我展示生活远比我一路以来经历的多的
Like I started back at the beginning, right before the final inning when the **** will all this pain just end
就像我刚开始想退缩之时，正好在决胜局前这糟心的事和所有的痛苦戛然而止
I've been dying while trying to get away from you knowing the motivation inside of me has overtaken you
在我试图远离你时我已是奄奄一息，知道我内心深处的动力已经压倒了对你的思念
I started off a loser its hard to shake off the feeling
我开始是个屌丝想摆脱这种感觉确实很难
Without you here by my side I really don't know how I'm dealing
你不在我身边，我真的无所适从
I tried to guide you through but I need my co-pilot
我试图领你走过这一切但我需要我的副驾驶
Figured that it'd be easy and breezy so I just tried it
思忖着这些很简单轻松所以我就尝试了
And solo here with my do lo I'm facing every decision
现在我在这儿独自面对每一个决定
Like really what does it matter it isn't making a difference so
就像什么才是真正重要的，这真的没有什么区别，所以
[00:48.39]Late in the night when the moons outside and the sun goes down
夜深时，当月亮升起太阳落下
[00:53.86]The mood in the air will remind me of how we would paint this town
空气中的气氛让我想起我们如何一起描绘这小镇
[00:58.73]I try to replace what I had with you
我努力忘记我和你发生的点点滴滴
[01:00.77]Thats what I think I'm supposed to do
我觉得这就是我该做的
[01:03.23]But the voice in my head only haunts me instead I'm convinced it's the ghost of you
但我脑海中挥之不去的声音让我确信这就是阴魂不散的你
[02:25.20][01:08.60]Tell me what I should do
告诉我我该怎么做
[02:27.65][01:10.72]Tell me where I'm supposed to be
告诉我我该身处何方
[02:29.99][01:13.17]Cause even if it's good for you
因为即使这对你有好处
[02:32.27][01:15.40]Doesn't mean that it was good for me
也不代表这对我有益
[02:33.93][01:17.28]No one wants to feel unwanted
没人想体验不被需要的感觉
[02:36.15][01:19.61]Hard to break from the ones you bond with
脱离和你结合的人实非易事
[02:38.74][01:21.79]Here alone this house has become haunted
现在这座孤房已被阴魂占据
[02:40.77][01:24.01]What can I do to get away from the ghost of you
我如何做才能摆脱阴魂不散的你
I've been up all night by the window
我整晚都伫立在窗边
Heartbeat steady rocking to the tempo
心跳随着节拍强劲跳动
Reading articles and trying to find some info
读着文章试图找出些信息
Everything it points to you
一切与你有关的蛛丝马迹
I don't want to leave you there in the background
我不想离开你，在
Livid and afraid and alone
苍白的恐惧的孤寂的背景中
But the way that I'm haunted by you lately
但最近我脑海中萦绕着你的方式
Has got me faded in the twilight zone
使我淡入了这微光模糊的地带
So I had to visit your grave plot with the hope that the pain stops
所以我去了你墓地所在之处希望这苦痛从此结束
And say goodbye to what we had I couldn't and came out
然后对我不能摆脱你的那些记忆说拜拜
Worse than how I started and broke down and tears
没有比这更糟了，我开始彻底崩溃，泪如雨下
Crazy how much I miss you it's been so many years
痛哭着嘶吼我这些年来是如何对你思之入骨
Friends they interfere while wondering what's the matter
朋友们思索到底发生了什么
Shattered by what has happened and talking just makes me madder
震惊于发生的一切然而这些谈论只能让我更加狂躁
I couldn't ever explain the feeling that's in brain
我从来不能解释脑海中的情感
even though I'm to blame and nothing will be the same now
虽然全都归咎于我而且一切早已物是人非
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