歌词
Oftentimes I say shits that I don't really mean
我常说混账话但不是真心的
Shut my eyes even though I know I won't see
闭上双眼因为不能视而不见
Corrupt myself of soul because I lost in a breeze
让自己的灵魂随迷失的苦痛而腐烂
Offer my jests for a little bit of peace
摆低姿态来求取一些安宁
Heartfelt can't work something can't explain
我的同情心无法同情那说不过去的理
Put a bullet in my brain where my knowledge unite
有时想让子弹穿过那掌控知觉的头颅
You don't want to love me till that '***** I'm insane!'
你本不想爱我直到那句“混蛋我要疯了”
Things ain't the same and you probably stay that way
所有事都变了你却可能还是故守旧态
Heart left in pieces got my fingers on the shots
心已碎成碎块用指间烈酒灌溉
you can fine me in the gramarye but blame cards
在格拉玛利酒吧你可以看到我玩纸牌
Just a cheap puzzle with a bunch of missing parts
这只是一个易解谜题却有些头绪未知
Can't complain me cause I've been incomplete from the start
不能怪我因为我早在恋情开始前已经心碎
Always ain't shits cause over things the possibility is near reinsurance
没总是胡扯因为这些事好结局可能性接近于无保证
All this time it's killing me
这一直都让我痛不欲生
I said I'm doing fine that's not the truth
我说过我还好那都是假的
Can't handle life and I'm not in a boot
不能适应生活我从不在正规
You say you got a gun but I know you won't shoot
你说你有枪但我知道你不会伤害我
You say they love me but I know that ain't the truth
你说大家爱我但那不是真的
You believe it that god won't ever show his face
你相信上帝从不显现本身
He might love you all but I know I'm the one he hates
牠可能真的爱你但我知道牠恨我
Tell me how many prayers does it ******* take
告诉我是要他妈多少祈祷
For your god to hear me and give me a ******* break
你的神才能听见放我一马
After a while you stop giving a ****
过了一些日子你不再管我
Why should I care when I'm never enough
我自己渴望的都没满足干嘛要在乎
After a while you stop giving a ****
过了一些日子你不再管我
Why should I care when I'm never enough
我自己渴望的都没满足干嘛要在乎
And the doctor asked me to come in
然后医生叫我进去
And I know something's wrong because even the doctor is crying
我知道坏事发生了因为就算他看起来也在哭
And doctor don't cry.and he said that we've done all we can,there's nothing else for us to do
医生并没哭泣他说我们尽了全力，但已没有什么可以做的了
And I said how much...time does she have,and he said at the most...at the most...
然后我问她还剩...多少时间，他说最多...最多...
6 meds,6 weeks,I'm sorry. And I should plan for that
六周，六次化疗，对不起。我早该意识到的
And I plague on how the hell to plan for that
我却又在折磨自己问这怎能意识到
I have a plan to buy her her first bicycle
我本有计划去买给她那第一辆自行车
I have a plan to walk her to school
我本有计划去陪她走到学校
I have a plan to take pictures of her on her prom
我本有计划去给她的小诗拍张照
I have a plan to walk her down the isle to get married
我本计划去伴她走过婚姻殿堂
How am I gonna plan to buy her a dress to be buried in?
我怎能计划去给她买那下葬时的衣裙？
And I'm trying to keep it to Kevin
而我要试着瞒住Kevin
Cause I'm the man,and I'm the...the man in the house
因为我是男人，而且是家中...唯一的男人
And I'm the one he cry on when it's coming.
当那一刻来临我会是他哭泣的肩膀
And I'm trying to tell my wife,tell myself,Tony.
而我会试着告诉妻子，告诉我自己，Tony
I'm trying to beg the world,jus...jus...just give me chance
我会试着祈求，只要...只要...给我一个机会
Jus...jus...just give me chance,jus..jus..just let me take a breath
只要...只要...给我一个机会，只要...只要...只要能让我缓一会
Just stop just for a minute
只需要远离痛苦的一分钟
I want to call my parents...and tell them what do I do?
我想给爸妈打电话...问问他们我要怎么做
I don't know what to do,I'm a grown man,and I don't know what to do.
我不知道怎么做，我已成年，还是不知道怎么做
And a man,a voice in me comes up like...like they all from training day
然后一个男人的声音在内心中响起...像回到了训练的那天
'Man up!*****!you think you're the only one losing kids today?
男人点!黑鬼！你以为你是今天唯一一个失去孩子的人？
25 kids walked in here with cancer and only 5 walking out!
25个带着癌症的孩童曾走进这，只有5个活着出去了
This ain't no sitcom,it don't wrap up all nights' entirely 30 minutes
人生不是什么喜剧，不会把酸甜苦辣挤进这30分钟里
This is life!Welcome to the real world!' And he's right.
这就是人生！欢迎来到生活！ 他是对的
So I bucked up,because that's what I'm supposed to do.
所以我振作了，因为我本来就应该振作
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