side note

Side not ps im not sober

Its not a part of my big plan to be older

She wanna she wanna know my secrets

Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason

Let my brain explode

Watch them fly let the memories unfold

You better bury me with gold

Cause if not imma rot all alone

Rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home

I only see the ******* light when my friends are getting stoned

I don't smoke that **** my brain to ****** up

If i could i would i always seem to the worst luck

Anxiety embedded in my bones

When i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating

Above the rough ocean treading in emotions

Sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in

I will fade away no one ever ****** knows me

Side note ps i would go back

To the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks

On the nights when i dream it never makes sense

Cross the line and hurry back like im defense

Breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end

Calmer under water love when everything is silent

Seeing faces even when im not dreaming

Tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

Side not ps im not sober

Its not a part of my big plan to be older

She wanna know my secrets

Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason

Let my brain explode

Watch them fly let the memories unfold

You better bury me with gold

Cause if not imma rot all alone