歌词
[Verse 1: Teen Pregnancy]
我只静坐着感受时间流逝
I'm just sitting here looking at the time pass
寻思明明听到尖叫怎为一片静寂
Thought I heard the screams but it's only silence
直接告诉我 如果你在等着我走
Tell me if you're wanting me to leave
你說你没事 那解释你怎么哭了
Tell me that you're okay,so explain why you're crying
我孤单地躺在那儿 想着你能抱住我
Laying here alone,want you to hold me
想着我已做出了不少改变 藏住了旧的自我
I've changed a lot,i'm hiding out the old me
妒忌似乎成为血液
Jealousy is running through my veins
告诉我 怎么会有掏空所有想法的冲动
Tell me why i have this urge to scatter all my brains
我没想列入你的后备者名单
[Verse 2: Scum]
明了地说吧 我该去或留
I don't wanna be just another boy on your list
时间会走 我或许留
So tell me if i should stay or if i should go
我只是想成为你眼里特别的我
Cause time passes by and so do i
只想成为你牵挂心肠的我
I just wanted to be special in your eyes
仅有的愿望罢了
[Bridge: Fats'e]
我厌烦了对你莫名奇妙的信任
Just wanna be someone you care about
我确实搞砸了 身心像分崩离析
(If I ever wanted anything)
一切照旧 希望你懂
I'm tired of (unintelligible) without a doubt
这不是我在费心吸引你的注意
I ****** it up,I fell apart
我有过胜此百倍的生活
It's nothing new,I hope you know
偶尔我只是尝试着拥抱
That this was not me trying to impress you
被我归咎于自身问题的孤独感
[Verse 3: Fats'e]
当然也无力抵抗她
I've had much better days
我希望你能看到我 再次展露笑容
Sometimes I try to just embrace
然而一切都是我的不对 我没法伪装
This loneliness that i insist is a fault of my own
装作关系一如往常的样子
And I cannot resist
我得一人回家了 你说那很难过
I wish you would see me and smile again
我终于相信我只是一直在一厢情愿 浪费时间
But it's all my fault,i could never pretend
还在尝试着把我脑子里关于你的印象 删除
That things are the way that they were
我安慰自己我会没事的
I'm going home alone,and you say that it hurt
我磕上几粒药丸 然后闭上眼睛
[Verse 4: Lil Lotus]
我不配拥有这些 我完全无价值
And i'm convinced that i'm just always just wasting time
我想挖出自己的心脏 想找到自己的愿望
Tryna get the thought of you right out my mind
我不配拥有它 看不见我正受着伤吗
I tell myself that i'll be alright,i'll be fine
把你抱入灵车了
I pop a couple pills and then i close my eyes
我非常好奇
And i do not deserve this even though i'm worthless
很想知道
I wanna tear my heart out,gotta find my purpose
你是否听到我的独白
I do not deserve this,don't you see i'm hurting
把你抱入灵车了
I put you in a hearse
我很想知道 你是否听到我的心碎
I just wanna know you heard it
I just wanna know you heard it
i just wanna know you heard it
I put you in a hearse
I just wanna know you heard it..
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