The Woods

I mean yeah

I really miss being at home in the woods

I used to like like f**king lay there

And just like pass out in nature

Just being with the wild

There's like mad animals there f**king foxes

Like deers and the wolves and like just the creatures

You know that belong with the trees and belong with the peace and I

I swear to God literally that was the only time in my life

That I felt like I belonged anywhere

I'm like you know I just

I want to go back

I miss I miss being I miss being home

It's hard when you're grieving

I was too young when you left me alone

I never cried for you even

When I skinned my knees all the way to the bone

Cause we're both made from scars

We can't change what we are

It was a dream I was wishing

Here in the world in a tangle I find

Always said it would break me

But I thought if you lived then I could be fine

But we've both run so far

That we can love where we are

I can't love you

Back to the woods now I'm going back to the woods back

My heart is no good here heart

Oh it don't work like it should was raised by the wolves

Back to the woods now I'm going back to the woods back

My heart is no good here heart

Oh it don't work like it should raised by the wolves

It's a long way I came I came

Just running with no pain

I'm so far from home

I don't wanna be alone

I never ask you to save me

Just don't say that you un-understand

I wasn't trying to desert you no

I was corrupted and with the change

You weren't supposed to break from me

But you're wrong that I could see

But you keep trying to break me

Cause you could see is that I'm trapped in my eyes

Now I'm full of the feeling

That I'll never know love that is mine

It took two to make a wrong

We never had to be alone

I can't love you

Back to the woods now I'm going back to the woods back

My heart is no good here heart

Oh it don't work like it should was raised by the wolves

Back to the woods now I'm going back to the woods back

My heart is no good here heart

Oh it don't work like it should raised by the wolves

Back to the woods

I'm gone for good

I remember

Spending my nights on the floor by the kitchen

While he slept in the room with his wife and his children

That shame for you mama

Pain for you mama

See that's what I wish I could change for you mama

But I was so young

I couldn't fix the shit

You were too close to your son like you Icarus

Just sit'n outside I got lucky to witness it

Love was replaced by how much I resented it

Now I'm so scared to connect with my heart man

Feel like I touch it it all fall apart man

I wish you never saw that I could

That one day you find me again in the woods

Back to the woods now

Back to the woods now

The sun is a place understood

I think sometimes even the moon

And the trees and the wind all cry for help

Because this world is too big even for itself

Everything is lonely like everybody else

For real man for real

And I and I just

For one day I just wanna

I wanna hop out of the cocoon and just fly

Just fly you know just fly