I Hope You Know I Mean It

Yeah, you know

I just wanna say something real fast before I start this

There's alot of things in this world that I care way too much about

And music's definitely one of them

But music's the only one that's actually worth my time

And I'm about to tell you why

(I've got the whole world on my back)

Yeah, 'cause I'm 5'9, 165

Established 1995

Living like I'm not getting out alive

And I'ma take a second just to tell you why

I had thoughts since 6th grade

This world was not made for the sake

Of the people like me

Who can't see past their mistakes, and misdeeds

And I bleed the same blood you bleed

So why are you tryna cut me?

Why's there always something you want from me?

Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone

Screaming **** this world I'm leaving?

Like when I was sixteen and, it still feels like I'm dreaming

When I call your phone and realize that I forgot to breathe in

Forgot the grave that he's in

I hope you know I mean it

When I say I'm only here today 'cause this music keeps me breathing

It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss

When I heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more

From that time I reminisced at my show

Told her there's reasons to stay don't go

Don't push your family away I know

They don't understand all the pain you hold

I'm just as sad, know you're not alone

Don't let your story go untold

I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu

The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you

I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed

If I only help one of them then I did it for all you

I don't know how shes doing, no we haven't stayed in touch

But I helped her put the knife down and that means so ******* much

I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed

But if I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you