What's Going On

Mmm, mmm, hey yeah

Why didn't I see the signs, I was to busy getting high

Runnin' up the studio smokin' dro writing rhymes

To blind to notice my abdomen was growin'

Havin' sex without protection now my belly is showin'

Nobody know that me and my boo tryin' to decide

What to do he buggin' like that's a little me inside of you

It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell, he is worried a bit

So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignorin' the shit

My jeans don't want to fit, every morning, hurlin' and shit

I had to tell my family, I knew they all was goin' to flip

And his was happy, thinkin' he was about to be a daddy

But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?

How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?

Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose

I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta choose

Take a walk step in my shoes, think in negative thoughts

Politics and shit quit when the doctor says, this positive

It's a life livin' in my body but it don't gotta to live

It's up to me but if I keep what the fuck I got to give

I mean, I'm still young and I don't really have shit

And if this nigga up and leave then my child a be a bastard

This is drastic, nobody really understands me and my mom

Don't give a fuck and neither does the rest of the family they like

Remy you can't afford it, you expect us to support it

I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?

How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?

Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities, shit

Where would I be if my mom's got rid of me

I'm so stressed and I'm under a lot of pressure

But all I need is the remedy to make Remy feel better

I knew, I couldn't win' so I chose to forfeit, it's a shame

I'm over four months and I'm in the doctor's office

I swear to all that I love that I wanted to leave and wait

Five more months and birth the child that I conceived

But I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday

Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you

Don't be made at me, how it is, is how it had to be ?

And any pain I put you through is all comin' back to me

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?

How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?

Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?

How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?

Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong

Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin' forgive me my baby?

How am I supposed feel the situation is real, ha?

Never wanted to letcha go, baby, we'll meet again I know baby

Tell me what's goin' on, I know what I'm doin' is wrong

Can you hear me?