Giver

I called my brother, yelling out

I fell in love and then fell out

And I don't know if I can take the hit

I let a stranger in my bed

And I pretended you were him

Cause I needed to feel wanted

And I gotta, oh,

I gotta find another way, another way

But I gotta, oh,

I gotta find another way, another way

I'm learning to live

I'm trying to be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I'm learning to live

I'm trying to be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I don't know if I'm a giver

Every day's another shot

But all I do is **** it up

Screaming cause I've got it too good to cry

I put the medicine inside my head

Apologize for all the things I said

Girl it takes guts to just survive

I gotta, oh,

I gotta find another way, another way

I'm learning to live

I'm trying to be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I'm learning to live

I'm trying to be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I don't know if I'm a giver

I don't know if I'm a giver

I got so much soul in my body

But no one keeping me honest

And whole days turn into holes in my mind

I got high hopes lots of potential

I'm high, broke, searching for symbols

And I will not let go of what is mine

I got so much soul in my body

But no one keeping me honest

And whole days turn into holes in my mind

I got high hopes lots of potential

I'm high, broke, searching for symbols

And I will not let go of what is mine

I'm learning to live

I'm trying to be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I'm learning to live

I'm trying to be better

I'm learning to give

But I don't know if I'm a giver

I don't know if I'm a giver