歌词
What am I worth? I've been wondering
我生存的价值在哪 我一直在思考
Since birth, have I done anything?
自从我出生那天 我做过什么意义的事情吗
For what it's worth, I'd give everything
不管怎样 我愿意付出一切
On this earth, to make you proud of me
在这个世界 让你为我感到骄傲
Life is so long unless you die young
人生很长 除非你英年早逝
I’m 21 with this gun on my tongue
我21岁了 枪抵在我的舌头上
Mom, are you there?
妈 你在那吗
Dad, are you proud?
爸 你自豪吗
Blood on my hands, call that a hand me down
我的双手沾上了鲜血 请拯救我
Shaking at night
在夜晚里瑟瑟发抖
Crying alone
独自一人哭泣
You're sleeping tight, safe in our home
你安稳地睡着 你在家里很安全
These circumstances have got me so low
这些糟糕的情况使我情绪低落
But this is the only way I've ever known
但这是我唯一知道的解决方法
High tides crashing under the moon tonight
今晚在月亮下的潮水 汹涌澎湃
And I know that nothing will be alright
我知道 没有什么事情会变好
And I hope that you get to see me shine
我希望你能看到我发光的时刻
Before I'm at your grave crying out "goodbye"
在我到你坟前哭喊出再见之前
I'm choking on words that I just can't just describe
我窒息于那些我无法形容的话语
It's hard to lie when I look in your eyes
当我看着你的眼眸时 真的很难说谎
A shell of your former self
你以前的躯壳
I know you're in need of help
我知道你需要帮助
Your health is declining as time passes by
随着时间的推移 你的健康状况越来越差
I'm in denial and tentions are high
我在否认 神经高度紧张【应为tension】
I just wanna know what went wrong
我只是想知道出什么事了
But I'm pretty sure this is my fault
但我很确定是我的错
The pills kill the pain within, they ease you inside
这些药丸可以消除你内心的痛苦
You're not the mother that sang lullabies to me
你不是给我唱摇篮曲的妈妈
You give me anxiety
你使我焦虑
I know that this most likely just won't change
我知道这很可能不会改变
I guess it's better off this way
我想这样也比较好
High tides crashing under the moon tonight
今晚在月亮下的潮水 汹涌澎湃
And I know that nothing will be alright
我知道 没有什么事情会变好
And I hope that you get to see me shine
我希望你能看到我发光的时刻
Before I'm at your grave crying out "goodbye"
在我到你坟前哭喊出再见之前
High tides crashing under the moon tonight
今晚在月亮下的潮水 汹涌澎湃
And I know that nothing will be alright
我知道 没有什么事情会变好
And I hope that you get to see me shine
我希望你能看到我发光的时刻
Before I'm at your grave crying out "goodbye"
在我到你坟前哭喊出再见之前
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