CRUTCH

This is my crutch

This is my dream

This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep

This is my home

This is my head

This is my heart on drugs

The monster in my bed

This is my crutch

This is my angst

This is my pain

This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane

This is a joke

This is so sad

And I never knew that feeling good could make you feel so bad

This is a lie

I should have told you all before

I don't know what I'm saying

Or what I've said and I can't say it anymore

I made a mess

I've been a ****

I've been on medication I can't pronounce

And I'm ******* sick of it

This is my crutch

This is my crutch

I feel so incomplete

I think that I've been beat

I've never felt so weak

Christ give me something quick

My emotions make me sick

Is there something I can fix

This is my crutch

This is my dream

This is the only time I feel like I've been beat

This is my pill

This is my end

This is the only thing I need and I'm so lucky oh my friend

This is my crutch

This is my crutch

This is my crutch