歌词
记得我回家的那天
I remember I had walked home that day
正酝酿着痛苦
Content with all my misery
告诉自己会好起来
Told my self it'd get better,
一切看起来都挺不错呢
No clue what there was next to me
我看见有人在远处散步聊天
Remember there was people, walkin', talkin' in the distance
于是试图让自己看起来冷漠些
I was dressed for winter weather
但是气氛一直感染着我
But the summer rays were kissing me
我，我不知所措
I, I was lost
于是我选择了另一条路，但他在等候我
So I took a different path, in the distance he awaited me
没有武器
Had no weapon,
我想他的双手就能解决
I'm guessing his hands were just enough for me
没有问题
Was no question,
我想他看见我就会嘲笑
I'm guessing he laughed just at the sight of me
我不堪一击
I was lost
记得我回家的那天
I remember I had walked home that day
正享受着悲伤
Content with all my misery
说服自己都会过去
Told my self it'd get better,
未来怎么样还不一定能呢
No clue what there was next to me
人们交谈的场景我历历在目
Remember there was people, walkin', talkin' in the distance
我把自己装在套子里
I was dressed for winter weather
好让他们不认识我
But the summer rays were kissing me
我，我功亏一篑
I, I was lost
然后他出现了，让我感到害怕
And there he was, his presence was alarming
向我靠近，拉我一起谈论人生
As he approaches casual, we talk 'bout self-harming
他跟我说 孩子，你不该独自回家
He told me, "Kid, you shouldn't be walkin' on your own"
他放声大笑，并轻拍我的背
He smiled and laughed, and pat my back
他又问我 你回家要多久
He said, "How far are you from home?"
大约30分钟，我告诉他
I said, "Maybe 30 minutes"
于是，他瞬间扭曲了
His frequency distorted quick,
我看到了他的脸
I seen it in his image
我他妈想尽快离开这里，我
I should've run right ******* there, I-
你从铁轨上惊醒
You ever woke up on a train track
全身赤裸
With no ************' clothes on?
看见了死亡
Death before your eyes,
你呼唤朋友的名字
You prayin' to God, but ain't no response
你向上帝祈祷，没有回应
Trying to scream for hope,
仅仅需要一个肩膀
Just a shoulder that you can lean on
但还是没有回应
But ain't nobody coming
于是你呼喊，乞求，哭诉
So you scream on and scream on and scream on
这恶魔在嘲笑你什么？
While this evil **** laugh at you?
火车向你靠近
Train getting closer,
你不知所措
You still surprised that he battered you
眼泪倾盆而下，时间所剩无几
Tears falling harder and harder, minutes get minuscule
如果有选择的话，你会怎么做？
Could've had a son or a daughter, now what you finna do?
你终会死在这铁轨上
You finna die here on this train track
你死之后
'Cause clearly after death,
不会找到回家的路
Ain't no way you can find your way back
记忆像鬼魂一样，缠绕着你
Thinking 'bout your previous memories, going way back
所有的梦都他妈的
All them ******* dreams 'bout
跟纸醉金迷有关
The diamond chain and the Maybach
现在你该思考
Now your time finally up
最后的问题，继续还是放弃？
Ask yourself the final question, is you going down or up?
不如整理一下所有的思绪
Recollectin' all the moments that you never gave a ****
因为，死亡向你逼近，该说再见了
Now it's here, death has now arrived, time is finally up
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