歌词
I've been climbing on this ladder for months
好几个月我一直在攀爬这个梯子（长久以来我渴望着救赎）
Time has worn it down now I'm breaking the rungs
长久下来它已经损坏了 所以我折断了横档（一切都是徒劳 我最终放弃了）
City smog blackening my lungs
城市的烟雾侵蚀着肺
I'm used to shitty days
我习惯了糟糕的日子
This stuff just isn't fun anymore
一切变得索然无味
Where did all the time go
时间到底去往了何处
Spent it with my eyes closed
时间在闭眼时悄然离去
Spent it with some fake friends
时间在和虚假朋友厮混时被挥霍
Dissing ain't a typo
污蔑诋毁可不是小错误
Now my pockets fat
现在我很富有
They gonna need some lipo'
而他们需要钱
I always spend it fast
所以我总是消耗地很快
I make it in a night though
不过一个晚上就花完了
Self sabotage
自我毁灭 堕落放纵
I'm with my entourage
与我身边的人在一起
Cold shoulder
淡漠无情
I don't really wanna talk
我不想再提
And T don't wanna stop
也不想终止下来
Until I'm on the top
在我抵达顶点之前
Don't want another thought
不想再去想
Of when my bones will rot
我的骨头何时会腐烂
Self sabotage
自我毁灭 堕落放纵
I'm with my entourage
和我身边的人一起
Cold shoulder
冷漠处世
I don't really wanna talk
我真的不想谈别的
And I don't wanna stop
我不会停止下来
Until I'm on the top
在我抵达高潮前
Don't want another thought
不愿再去想
Of when my bones will rot
何时我会化作灰烬
I need excitement
我需要激情
Something that could pump my blood around
需要一些能让我感到热血沸腾的事
I've been fighting with myself every time I'm down
每当沮丧时都在与自己对抗
And I turned blue right at the bottom
越沮丧越低沉 坠落至谷底
Man you let me drown now they ask me
你让我感到溺亡般窒息
Why I never bring that girl around
现在他们问我
Done with that phase
为什么我身边没有那个女孩了
I ain't coming back aye
那段时期已经结束了
But the pain stays
我不会重蹈覆辙 不会
Tatted with the sad face
但痛苦依然存在
Sit back look at all the damage
悲伤布满面容
I never knew I caused it
淡然注视着毁坏
But I saw it when you vanished
我从未自知是我造就了一切
I really hurt myself for you
但在你销声匿迹后我发现了
I cry I feel I'm just like you
我的确因你伤害了自己
And I killed my body
泪流不止 感觉我只钟情于你
And I killed my brain
自我摧残着身体
I'm a bag of bones baby
自我摧残着思维
Walking in the rain (I call it)
仿佛是脆弱不堪的孩童
Self sabotage
在雨中踱步 (呼喊着）
I'm with my entourage
自我毁灭 堕落下去
Cold shoulder
我与身边的人一起
I don't really wanna talk
冷漠置之
And I don't wanna stop
我真的不想再说了
Until I'm on the top
也不愿停止一切
Don't want another thought
直到我抵达顶端
Of when my bones will rot
我不愿再去想
Self sabotage
我会怎样腐烂
I'm with my entourage
自我毁灭 堕落放纵
Cold shoulder
与我身边的人一起
I don't really wanna talk
漠然置之
And I don't wanna stop
无话可说
Until I'm on the top
不愿停止
Don't want another thought
直到我抵达顶峰
Of when my bones will rot
不愿再去想
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