Dead End

Eyes are on your phone

At the edge of my bed with your hand on my leg

Was just my own fault

Was it something i said

Is she back already

Know that I shouldn’t get used to you

I Keeping my composure

Used to being used by you

I don’t know whats worse

That you walked in my room smelling like her perfume

Or that I called you first

Thought that i was immune

Wouldn’t let you get any closer

I shouldn’t get used to you

Losing my composure you

Love me being lost in you

You lie in my sheets

Then lie to my face

I lie through my teeth and say I’m okay

Won’t settle for second place

You can say you want me but

This time I mean it

I’m so sick of these dead end feelings

Scrolling through my thoughts

At the edge of regret

Got my hands on my head

I gotta cut you off

Hope it hurts you like it hurt me

You’re gonna have to

Stop getting so used to me

Always crawling back to

Let you get the best of me

You lie in my sheets

Then lie to my face (you lie to my face)

I lie through my teeth and say I’m okay

Won’t settle for second place

You can say you want me but

This time I mean it

I’m so sick of these dead end feelings

Missed calls and text messages

I deserve more than this

Not just when I am missed

Or when she’s is just pissed off

At you and you tell her you’re through

You’ll crawl right on back in a day or two Deja vu

I know you’ll never change

And now I will never stay

Cause you’re lies they stay the same

On my own I will be okay

You lie in my sheets

Then lie to my face

I lie through my teeth and say I’m okay

Won’t settle for second place

You can say you want me but

**** if you mean it

I’m so sick of these dead end feelings