歌词
And it was for nothing.I made him lesser
怎么做都是徒劳 所有人都会消逝
I made him like me.
他也变成了我这样
And the bastards killed him anyway
反正他都被干掉了
Yuh ooh, yeah yeah, ayy
来吧
I'm sorry for the things I did
我为我的所做所为感到抱歉
I didn't wanna do them, lost self control
我并不是故意的 只是控制不住自己
I'm sorry for the lies and all the things
对不起我对你说谎了
I do not think you will ever know
本以为你永远也不会知道
I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross'
我深感自责 让自己一直在负重前行
And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself
说实话我想给自己做个了断
Because that is the debt I owe
可能这些都是我欠下的债吧
I'm the best I know and I'm the worst you met
我是天使也是魔鬼
If you not a fan, you ain't heard me yet
或许你还没听过我的歌
Sick of being broke, sick of being stressed
厌倦了贫穷和压力
Sick of all my lies, living in my head
厌倦了自己的谎言
My own worst enemy, I'm gonna be the death of me
有时我真想杀了我自己
I'm gonna be the end of me, when I die take you to hell with me
要是死也要把你也带上
I know I'm next why you telling me?
我知道我马上就红了 还用你告诉我
Dark matter, dark energy
暗物质 负能量
**** a smile that I fake, Soul that you take
我不想总对人笑脸相迎 让我感觉丢了自我
Why you tryna mess with me
你为什么要惹我
They wrote me off as the next X
我不想当下一个X 或者是下个West 还是Peep
Or the next West, or the next Peep
Hi兄弟这里就是convolk
**** that, I'm Convolk, I ain't next best, I'm the best me
不想活在别人名字之下 只想作最好的自己
Don't need a label to blow up, said **** a mil you can't get me
不用去蹭别人的热度就能大红大紫
You chose me, you blessed me, I ain't next up, I'm the next me
管你喜不喜欢我 我只是我自己
Now I'm on the road, winters always cold
我已经上道了 一个人难免会孤单
Frozen like my soul, that's just how I roll
我的灵魂被冻住了 我就是这么做的
I do this for the kid at school
我做这些是为了那些学生
Who gets treated bad because that was me
为那些收到虐待的人 因为我也是
I do this for the ones that feel left out of their own families
为那些感到自己被家庭抛弃的人
Albatross, but I'm chained up in the sentencing when I fly free
当初你们剪掉我的翅膀 现在却要让我飞翔
Paradox, like the hate I lost
多可笑啊
When the love I found couldn't find me
我深爱的人
Fat jew with dumb face tats
却不爱我
I could make this, I could make that
我本来可以的
I'mma make it so when I die, there will be a holiday
但现在真想一死了之
With my name attached, stay arrogant, stay humble too
我保持傲慢 也保持谦逊
I don't like life but I tumble through
我不喜欢生活 但是也跌跌撞撞的走过来了
Old heads said mumble rap, I'm Convolk, who the **** are you?
总有人说这是mumble rap 我是convolk 你又是谁
I'm sorry for the things I did
我为我的所做所为感到抱歉
I didn't wanna do them, lost self control
我并不是故意的 只是控制不住自己
I'm sorry for the lies and all the things
对不起我对你说谎了
I do not think you will ever know
本以为你永远也不会知道
I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross'
我深感自责 让自己一直在负重前行
And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself
说实话我想给自己做个了断
Because that is the debt I owe
可能这些都是我欠下的债吧
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