Cry While We're Laughing

Your First date two am and again I'm

Wondering if this is even real? What is this

She's, super cool and she's into all this

Weird **** that I love, that no one ever is but

I can tell she's a sad one

But she's the kind of girl

That wouldn't cry to dad if she had one

Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18

And there really ain't nobody else to speak of

And now she's rolling with a reject

And I know my time's short but she doesn't want to leave yet

Roll it up hit the porch and of course

When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets

All we really had were secrets

And I don't know about the hole in my defense

It's all good let's dispense with the pretense

You ain't gotta say it girl I know That you're leaving

Cause I don't believe it when

You say that you're happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

Maybe One day we'll learn

To cry while we're laughing

So maybe

We won't

Have to get high all the time all the time

First things first, I'm the worst and I know that

Just your birthday curse that's a throwback

I ruin everything and you know that

I'm the saddest ************ on this earth like I'm Bojack

Black lungs white sky oh why can't?

I just be free without a vivance

When I ask for love I get silence

As you go and hide behind eyelids

Just go to sleep I'll be right back

Don't you know that you're all I have

Just breathe she says it's not that bad

You know I hate when you talk like that

Let me break and I'll be done

I know you hate what I've become

With everything that I've been through

I just can't be what you want me to

Cause I don't believe it when

You say that you're happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

Maybe One day we'll learn

To cry while we're laughing

So maybe

We won't

Have to get high all the time all the time

Why are you High all the time

Why are you High all the time

Turns out I'm a problem unsolvable

Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal

But Now I'm reaching for top it's improbable

The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles

Turning art into an audience

Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense

But Now I'm getting played in all the provinces

Cause every time I hop up on the beat I ******* body it

Cause I don't believe it

When you say that you're happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

Maybe one day

We'll learn to cry while we're laughing

So maybe we won't

Have to get high all the time(Why are you High all the time)

Cause I don't believe it when

You say you're happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

One day we'll learn

To cry while we're laughing

So maybe we won't

Have to get high all the time(Why are you High all the time)