The Funeral

Say your peace, say your ****** eulogies

Say something, ok lie through your teeth

I left the east, and I never met my niece

She turn 9 next month, matter fact neither did he

Fix your tie, iron the creases

Tell your lies, as memories (yeah)

I'm bout to cry, how was it only me?

Shaking hands up front, I thought blood run deep?

Had to leave the deal to be my own man (yeah)

**** had me ill, I hope you understand (yeah)

I'd rather drown alone by my ******* self

Then rot in hell, sitting on your ******* shelf

Don't misconstrued what I said for attitude

I just had to move, stand up on my own two

My thoughts for food? Ain't that **** kinda crude?

You were like family, it's a lose, lose

It's the funeral

Nothing you could do, I thought you should know

I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below

Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?

Ain't it beautiful?

It's the funeral

Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (yeah)

I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below (yeah)

Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?

Ain't it beautiful?

I don't why I bother

****, I'll never change

I'm an addict like my father just in different ways

Never did coke, cause I know I'd love that ****

I can't sleep as is, up at night trying to make it big

I know what you think of me, trust I hate me too

Scared my girl gone leave me if I don't make it soon

I know she love me, but this rap **** leave

It's scars and wounds

Stuck in my world looking at a different moon

Goddamn **** this ****

Stream of consciousness, this is all it is

Need it more than a hit, than the sip

Been damaged as a kid, and this is the only fix (ugh)

You still sleeping, I'm still grieving

I still barely break even, don't get it twisted

I'm far from peakin'

I'm still breathing, I'm still scheming

That little boy in his room dreamin',

Who risked it all for one reason

It's the funeral

Nothing you could do, I thought you should know

I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below

Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?

Ain't it beautiful?

It's the funeral

Nothing you could do, I thought you should know (yeah)

I don't feel a pulse, my heart two below (yeah)

Flowers everywhere, ain't beautiful?

Ain't it beautiful?