EVEN THOUGH I'M DEPRESSED

歌词
Stay patient
保持着耐心
All I have to do is stay patient (Patient)
我所需要的就是耐心等待着
Life's changing
试图生活的改变
So I might have to make some rearrangements
所以我可能需要重新安排一下
I roll the dices and I feel so alive and then I'm lifeless
我掷起了骰子,感觉自己充满了活力,随后却没了生气
And I don't like it
其实我并不喜欢这样
But honestly, the irony is priceless 'cause
但老实说,具有讽刺的意味是无价宝藏的原因
I'm caught on the fence (The fence)
我被那层围栏止挡住了
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
现在的我要么快乐,要么希望自己死了
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活一团糟糕
I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (Oh, oh, oh)
即使它令我沮丧,但我却有点喜欢上了它
I'm caught on the fence (The fence)
我被那堵墙阻挡住了
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
现在我要么快乐,要么希望自己死了
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活一团糟糕
I ******* love it even though I'm depressed
虽然它令我沉沦在痛苦之中,但我感觉爱上了它
(I ******* love it even though I'm depressed)
(我爱它,即使它令我感到伤痛)
Only call it a living 'cause I'm still alive
就当这是生活的一部分吧,因为我确信我还活着
Only open up the doors if they're suicide, yeah
只有当他们时门才会被打开
I'm anxious to my core but I'm doing fine
这让我来产生焦虑,但我做得的确够好
Try to keep my distance from the law
尽量与法律保持着边际距离
Keep my peace of mind, yeah
保持我内心的平静,是的
You can't change in a day
你不可能在一天内改变一切
So I spend every second taking care of my brain
所以我每时每刻每分每秒都在照顾我的大脑
I might fill up all the emptiness with diamonds and chains
我可以用钻石和锁链来填补所有的空虚
And if you wanna get to steppin', you'll get punched in the face
如果你想进一往无前,你的脸会被挨上一拳
But it's alright
但没关系
I'm caught on the fence (The fence)
我被那层围栏止挡住了
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
现在的我要么快乐,要么死去
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活一团糟
I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (Oh, oh, oh)
即使它令我感到绝望,但我还是喜欢它
I'm caught on the fence (The fence)
我被围栏阻止挡住了
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
现在的我要么开心到死,要么现在就死
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活满目疮痍
I ******* love it even though I'm depressed
我有点喜欢它,即使我很沮丧
Well, even though I'm depressed, I'm not sorry
好吧,即使我很沮丧,我也并不后悔
I don't wanna leave this bed at all
我根本不想离开这张床
I've got a brick on my chest
我的胸前有一块沉重的砖头
And hell is gripping my legs
地狱正紧紧抓住我的腿
And there's a demon, he's ten foot tall
那儿还有一个恶魔,他有十英尺高
But honestly, he doesn't seem like much of a threat
但老实说,他看起来并不像是什么威胁
I'm caught on the fence (The fence)
我被现实阻挡住了
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
我感觉不到高兴,希望我自己快点死去
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的生活一片混乱
I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (Oh, oh, oh)
它对我有些残酷,但我还是喜欢它
I'm caught on the fence (The fence)
我被世界阻挡住了
I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead)
现在的我已经麻木,希望我已经死去
My life is a mess (A mess)
我的世界早已破碎
I ******* love it even though I'm depressed (Yeah, oh)
我踏马爱它,即使它让我痛彻心扉
专辑信息
1.TOO LATE
2.EVEN THOUGH I'M DEPRESSED
3.NO RAINBOWS
4.PHASES
5.ANGELS
6.INTRO
7.STUCKINMYBRAIN
8.HEAVEN AND BACK
9.LOVE IS (NOT) EASY
10.HER
11.I NEVER EXISTED
12.I DON'T LIKE DARKNESS