The Nights I Can't Sleep

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I can’t recall ever feeling this low

Like I’m outside my body, estranged from my soul

Like I’m desperately trying to get a hold

But I’m standing here watching my own downfall

Now my doctor prescribed me with these sleeping pills

And I numb myself down trying to keep my mind still

For the life of me, no, I just can’t ****ing chill

Every day every night my brain’s on full speed

And I’m scared to death by life’s big questions

What if I give my all and I still don’t make it

And these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep

This is what goes through my mind the nights I don’t dream

And I feel so weak in my vulnerability

But these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep

These are my thoughts

I bend and I bend wondering when will I break

I put on a smile but it’s all a fake

'Cause while you’ve been sleeping I’ve been wide awake

Obsessin’ and stressin’ over past mistakes

And it’s time to panic cause I’m getting older

I thought by now I’d be braver and bolder

But I’m no wiser just a little colder

Carrying all this weight on my shoulders

Time’s passing by but I’m still waiting

While everyone else are going places

These are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep

This is what goes through my mind the nights I don’t dream

And I feel so weak in my vulnerability

But these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep

These are my thoughts

My mind is haunted

I feel so unwanted

The skin that I’m in I wish I could just love it

All of these feelings are eating me up inside

My mind is haunted

I feel so unwanted

The skin that I’m in I wish I could just love it

All of these feelings are eating me up inside

And these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep

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