On My Own

I've been getting high just to even out the lows now

I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down

Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own

I've been getting high just to even out the lows now

I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down

Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own

All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own

You see I dealt with way too much to take "no" for an answer

I lost way too much family, some to violence and cancer

I've been on a hide-away, and keep it all in my zone

Like, why the **** do I need friends? I live this life on my own

I might sound selfish but loss to me is overwhelming

And medicine never helps so I'd rather be by myself and

If i stay alone, I can't lose anyone

I won't have to cry through the night and the sun

Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror

I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here

Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror

I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here

I've been getting high just to even out the lows now

I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down

Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own

I've been getting high just to even out the lows now

I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down

Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own

All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own

I lost my head on my pillow just thinking 'bout it

Some things I saw when I was young were too traumatic

I spent my time wondering where my ****ing dad went

I turn my TV all the way up for the static

Everything else felt too loud

I ain't even like my house

I can't even keep this down

I'm sorry for the words that come out of my mouth

Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror

I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here

Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror

I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here

I've been getting high just to even out the lows now

I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down

Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own

I've been getting high just to even out the lows now

I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down

Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own

All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own

All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own

Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror

I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here

Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror

I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here

Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror