For The First Time

I'm trying really hard

I'm trying harder than I ever have before

Used to think that taking care

Of myself would just become a real bore

On Friday nights I don't spend

Too much time lying on the bathroom floor

Like I used to

The demons deep inside of me

They might've finally been set free

And I guess this is what they mean

When they say

People can change

'Cause I finally feel free

I feel like myself again

But for the first time

I changed the colors of the bedsheets

Now they are a pretty pale pink

Traded her in for a new girl

And she's looking pretty fine

But sometimes she don't listen to me

And it makes me wanna lose my mind

Like you used to

I tried to blame it all on you

But I know that I'm to blame too

And I guess this is what they mean

When they say

People can change

'Cause I finally feel free

I feel like myself again

But for the first time

I used to think that I would die without you

And no offense to you but I'm doing fine too

'Cause finally I'm free

I feel like myself again

But for the first time

And no offense to you but I'm doing fine too

But for the first time

Yeah, for the first time

Yeah, for the first time