歌词
Yeah
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
每天失神般醒来，
I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
我甚至不知道我能否坦言，淦！长痛不如短痛。
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
每个人都告诉我这只是一个阶段，
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
但是我不清楚他们所言真伪，安然无恙才是我想要的，
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
在抑郁中挣扎，答案始终被迷雾笼罩。
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
我感受到的是创伤后应激障碍亦或者是我强忍怒气？
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
我的医生告诉我这只是一个阶段
Yeah, it's not a ****ing phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
这算什么阶段？我只想要无恙，好吗？！
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
我挣扎着逃离荒唐世界，
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
但是我内心愤怒的野兽始终阻止着我。
And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
泯灭，窒息，它让我分崩离析！
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
我在即将崩溃之际还在寻找着希望，
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
骗子，下贱！我是无神主义者！！
I'm a popular, popular monster
我是被全城通缉的怪物，
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
鱼惊鸟散， 在堕落中坠入爱河。
I'm a popular, popular monster
我是被世界诅咒的恶魔！
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
我犹如笼中之鸟无处可逃，
Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace
不管我克服多少困难，总会有新的困难出现。
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
在与另一个我的死亡赛跑中，争取稳中求胜。
How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?
但是，如果我不放下我的过去的话，我该如何胜出？
Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
天啊，大敌临城。我浪费的每一秒，
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
就是我走向深渊的第二秒。
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
我的心理医生告诉我，我正在经历一个阶段，
Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
去你的，我要摆脱荒谬，我要好好活着！
Mother****er, now you got my attention
肮脏老贼，我已经盯上你了！
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
我必须要改变，因为失去的东西不会再回来，
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
但是如果我当初撒谎了呢？告诉你我一切安好。
Every single ****ing day
每一天！
I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
我都感觉到我离坟墓越来越近，我快疯了！
I fell asleep at the wheel again
我再一次在回家的车上睡着了，
Crashed my car just to feel again
车祸只为感觉自己还活着。
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
泯灭，窒息，它让我分崩离析！
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
我在即将疯狂之际还在寻找出路，
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
卑鄙，伪君子，我是无神主义者！！
I'm a popular, popular monster
我是众所周知的怪物，
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
鱼溃鸟离， 在堕落中坠入爱河。
I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster
我是为世人所恨的怪物，
Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh
来！面对我！
We're sick and tired of wondering
我们已经厌倦了去追寻答案，
Praying to a god that you don't believe
向根本不存在的上帝祈祷，
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
在指路明灯之前寻找答案？
So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now?
我的问题是，你那该死的上帝在哪里？！
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
我在即将疯狂之际还在寻找出路，
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
小人，卑劣！我是无神主义者！！
I'm a popular, popular monster
我是众所周知的怪物，
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
支离破碎， 在堕落中坠入爱河。
I'm a popular, popular monster
我是为世人所恨的怪物，
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
卑鄙，伪君子，我是无神主义者！！
I'm a popular, popular monster
我是为世人所恨的怪物。
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