歌词
I love you
我爱你
I hate you
我恨你
I love you
我爱你
I hate you
我恨你
I love you
我爱你——
So much, I would give my life for this (I hate you)
——太过，以致我愿意为此献出生命（我恨你）
If the bullet was the beat, I would probably die for this (I love you)
若这节奏是子弹，大概我愿意为之死去（我爱你）
How many times did I cry for this? (I hate you)
我为这哭过多少次？（我恨你）
I would hate myself if I didn't at least try for this (I love you)
但如果不曾尝试过，我会恨自己（我爱你）
What's at stake is bigger than me
有比我更重要的事情，正在紧要关头
Blood, tears, how it stains, can't rid it with ease (I hate you)
那血痕、泪痕，无法轻易被抹去（我恨你）
What we have in common is our pain, we're given the keys (I love you)
痛苦是我们的共通之处，我们被它授予了（我爱你）
To unlock what it takes to fight for what we believe in (I hate you)
那能开启信念之战的钥匙（我恨你）
Hard to confront the truth of what you see in the mirror (I love you)
你难以回避镜中的景象（我爱你）
Some people you inspire and others you trigger (I hate you)
那些被你启发，鼓动的人们（我恨你）
Fightin' in blind faith, led by the internal voice (I love you)
秉持着盲目的信念，被心声指引（我爱你）
You might not wanna do it, but you don't have a choice (I hate you)
也许你不想和他们一起做，但你别无选择（我恨你）
Will the pressure take me to new heights or be my demise? (I hate you)
压力会带我走向新的高点，还是死亡的深渊？（我恨你）
Will my intentions coincide with what I advise? (I hate you)
我自己的想法会不会与我给别人的建议相悖？（我恨你）
The people lookin' up to me, doin' everything right (I hate you)
他们崇拜我，每件事都遵照正确指示（我恨你）
But who am I to tell anyone how to live their life? (I hate you)
但教导别人如何生活的我又算什么？（我恨你）
Your pain threshold will determine if you survive
“若能存活，人的疼痛临界值将被刷新”
I'm amazed by it
我为之惊叹（我爱你）
Lyin' to myself, pretendin' I was never phased by it
对自己撒谎，装作从没有被这方法一点点试探
Maybe 'cause you're in my DNA, that's why
也许理由，是你已存在我的DNA中
I love you
（我爱你）
I hate you
（我恨你）
I love you
（我爱你）
Sometimes, I hate you
有时（我恨你）
Always, I love you
永远地（我爱你）
But right now, I hate you
但此刻（我恨你）
I love you
（我爱你）
I hate you
（我恨你）
You made a promise to God to be there for your kids (I love you)
你向神发誓会为你的孩子们踏入那种境地，（我爱你）
You made a promise to give them a life you didn't live (I hate you)
你发誓要把你没能过上的生活给他们。（我恨你）
My ego won't fully allow me to say that I miss you (I love you)
我的自大让我无法顺利地说出我想你，（我爱你）
A woman who hasn't confronted all her daddy issues (I hate you)
作为一个还没能完全解决恋父情结的女人。（我恨你）
The day will come when you gotta find all the answers to your sins (I love you)
总有一天你要发现自己罪行的后果：（我爱你）
Pressures of providin', feelin' unhappy within (I hate you)
供养的压力，心中的压抑（我恨你）
Or what kind of external family shit up on your plate (I love you)
或是被摆在面前的那些家庭破事（我爱你）
But I understand wantin' and needin' an escape (I hate you)
但我能理解你需要一些逃避（我恨你）
Too much unsaid now, the silence givin' me headaches (I love you)
太多话没能说出口，寂静令人头痛（我爱你）
Only through speech can we let go of all this dead weight (I hate you)
让我们脱离这些致命压力的，只有不停发声（我恨你）
Even though I'm angry, don't wanna be disrespectful (I love you)
尽管我愤怒，也不想没礼貌（我爱你）
Tryna figure out how to approach this in the best way (I hate you)
我正在试图做到这一点（我恨你）
Hard to not carry these feelings even on my best days (I love you)
但我心情最好的日子里，也难以不带着这种情感（我爱你）
Never thought my parent would give me my first heartbreak (I hate you)
我从未想到是我的家长给了我第一次心碎（我恨你）
Anxiety givin' me irregular heart rate (I love you)
焦虑给予我不正常的心率（我爱你）
Used to avoid gettin' into how I really feel about this (I hate you)
从前我避免想起自己的真实感受（我恨你）
Now I see how fickle life can be and so it can't wait (I love you)
但现在我懂得了世事无常，所以我不能再忍（我爱你）
Should've been the person there to hold me on my dark days (I hate you)
你本该是支撑我度过黑暗时刻的人（我恨你）
It's easier to stargaze and wish than be faced with this reality (I love you)
做白日梦和许愿，总比面对现实来得容易（我爱你）
Is you a sperm donor or a dad to me? And still
对我来说，你究竟是捐精者还是一个父亲？但仍旧
I love you (Hard to love tonight)
——我爱你（今晚难以去爱）
I hate you
我恨你
I love you (Hard to love tonight)
我爱你（今晚难以去爱）
I hate you
我恨你
Always, I love you
永远地，我爱你
But right now, I hate you
但此刻，我恨你
Always, I love you (Hard to love tonight)
永远地，我爱你（今晚难以去爱）
I hate you
我恨你
On this mission, you live and learn (I love you)
这趟人生你将边走边学（我爱你）
The world will show you no mercy from birth (I hate you)
这世界从你出生开始便不会仁慈（我恨你）
How do you humanise your hero? (I love you)
你该如何让自己通晓世事？（我爱你）
'Round here, you're only respected if earned (I hate you)
在这里，只有真正值得的人才会被尊重（我恨你）
Half-hearted sorries, can't let your guard down (I love you)
虚情假意的道歉不应使你卸下心防（我爱你）
To get to nirvana, where do you start out? (I hate you)
通向你的涅槃的起点在哪？（我恨你）
Angry 'cause they don't meet your unrealistic standards (I love you)
你为他们没达到那不切实际的标准发怒（我爱你）
Then you realise that they're human and you calm down (I hate you)
又意识到他们也只是人，再冷静下来（我恨你）
Sometimes I'm unbalanced and I think, "Rah, why am I losin' my steps?"
我因发现失衡之处而问自己：“我的步伐乱了吗？”
Lately, I'm paranoid, I feel my life is a mess
接着，我变得偏执，感觉人生乱作一团
I'm just usin' my voice, hope it will have an effect
我只能用嗓音宣泄，希望它能有效果
He was just once a boy, often I seem to forget
他曾经也只是个小男孩，我常常忘记
Lookin' at Polaroids of pictures secretly kept
看着他偷藏着的宝丽来相片
You know what was destroyed, but you don't know what was left
你明白哪些已被毁灭，却不了解哪些留了下来
Tryna phase out the noise of who you hear in your head
还想要剔除你脑海中别的声音
Everything is a choice and anything can be said
事出皆有因，事事都能被预料
Is you missin' the point? Are you just hearin' me vent?
你没抓住重点吗？你觉得我只在发牢骚吗？
Or is you in understandin', knowin' my words will connect?
还是说你能理解它们，通晓我词句间的联系
I keep you in my prayers 'cause life is short as we know
我仍会为你祈祷，因为生命如此短暂
Every mistake you make should contribute to your growth
愿你犯下的错误都能让你成长
What you choose to avoid'll probably come in your dreams
你避开的那些东西，也许会出现在你梦中
I'm not forgivin' for you, man, I'm forgivin' for me
我不会原谅你的，伙计，我在原谅自己
And sometimes
而有时——
I hate you
我恨你
Sometimes, I love you
有时，我爱你
Sometimes, I hate you
有时，我恨你
Always, I love you
永远地，我爱你
I hate you
我恨你
I love you
我爱你
I hate you
我恨你
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