My Body Left My Soul (feat. Pusha T)

I bought an antidote

My body left my soul

I thought I overdosed

I've never come so close

So I go tearing it up

And I go digging it in

Without you

I'm nothing

I saw a heavenly ghost

I think that Andrew would know

Now I'm scared

To go downstairs

Now I'm tripping it out

Oh, now I'm falling apart

I peeled off my skin

My skin

Where my sins

Are sequined

It's the end

It's the end

Whoa, so around we go

Said she never been high before

Baby, now you know

Yeah, I live like I died before

Can't see the sun rise no more

So around we go

Bad dreams when my eyes won't close

I don't know if I can get back home

If I lose it just don't let me know

You can leave it, just don't let me go

I bought an antidote

My body left my soul

I thought I overdosed

I've never come so close

I just wanna feel numb

Life is a mission like a pill run

Whether it's supplying or demand

Thanks for giving like a pilgrim

Depression in my adolescence

My teacher said I'm mad aggressive

My pastor told me count my blessings

While he was counting granny pockets

She hid the bigger bills from my uncle by the wall socket

False prophets, bottom line, it's all profit

When the pain is internal baby, you can't stop it

Get high to suppress it, it's easier to hide than address it, Push

I could love her but she's dangerous

Keep on telling me about life changes

I been up for days, I been anxious

I would save her but I'm just shameless

I'm just shameless

I bought an antidote

My body left my soul

I thought I overdosed

I've never come so close