歌词
So much shit goin'on right now
身边太多烦心事正发生
Way too much
太多太多
When I speak it's like ya'll don't hear
我的话人们从不在意
Why I feel like God don't care
为什么连上帝也这样
Why I feel like I ain't good as no one else
为什么我总比别人糟
I'm searching but my pride ain't there
我很迷惘，但并不在意这些
I just feel like life ain't fair
只是觉得人生不公
My boy got shot died right there
兄弟在枪林弹雨中就倒在我的面前
But me I died twice and came back to life
而我，逃脱了死神的魔抓苟活在世
So tell me how can I be scared
还怕什么呢？
Why do I gotta doubt myself
为什么总要自我质疑
All ever do is doubt myself
如此而已，这就是我曾经所做的一切
Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint like
一杯杯狂饮不止，直到大脑被彻底麻痹
I don't care about my health
根本不在乎什么生命
Really I'm just trying to numb the pain
真的，只是想麻痹心中的痛苦
Love and hate it all just feels the same
这样爱与恨也就没有了区别
Won't say I'm affected by the fame
也根本不在乎是否功成名就
But even my momma know I changed
就连我妈妈都知道我像变了个人似的
So I get drunk till I can't feel
一杯又一杯，直到自己被彻底麻痹
The love fake the pain real
曾经爱的那么不切实际，而现在痛的却那么刻骨铭心
Got so many scars it ain't heal
留下了太多不可愈合的伤疤
But I gotta soul bullets can't kill
但我却得到了刀枪不入的灵魂
Why I feel like cops just want to pop me
为什么条子要对我怀有恶意
Pop's never had a pot to piss in
老爸这辈子一贫如洗
Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit beside me
或许坐在我身边，裤子里却藏满的毒品
Pray to God there's no triple six inside me
祈祷上帝能让我成一个好人
No I can't let the devil in mind
不，不能让恶魔侵蚀我的灵魂
Same time the church will tum you blind
与此同时，宗教让我彻底迷失方向
Last time I heard a preacher preach a sermon
上次，我听了牧师的布道
All I heard him say was sinner's going to die
听到的都是罪人只配下地狱
And they will never get to see a Heaven
永远不配到天堂
With all due respect fuck the reverend
去你们的虔诚，这就是我对你们的尊重
Cause I know life is doing 25
因为我知道终身监禁是25年起
Praying for early death like it's a blessing
祈求早些死吧，就想平时做的祷告
This for my people going through depression
这首歌送给那些饱受压抑的人们
This for the kids who never felt affection
送给缺少关爱的孩子们
This for the kids whose parents don't accept them
送给那些不被家长看好的孩子们
Saying they love everyone else except them
口头上说对孩子们好，实际对孩子们却不管不顾
I know what it's like to feel alone
我懂孤独的感觉
I know what it's like to need a home
我懂无家可归的感觉
I know what it's like to not know what it's like
我懂那种感觉
To have a love you can call your own
那种没人爱的孩子们的感觉
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that shelf
我试过所有的药物
Trust me man it don't help
信我，丝毫没用
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
Why I feel like love don't last
为什么爱总是那么脆弱
Things change when you move so fast
世事变迁，从此大不一样
I was trying to focus on us in the future
我着眼未来
You was focused on my past
而你却一直盯着过去
If you left I would lose my soul
如果你感觉灵魂正在离我而去
Promise me that you won't let go
答应我，别放弃我
See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
你知道吗，我需要的仅仅是爱。我曾得到一切，但我的心却依就冰冷
So many times I said I’ma change
曾几何时，我试着改变
Just to turn around and do the same
但都徒劳无功，毫无改变
Same shit that's been putting you in pain
还是一样的理由，把你推进痛苦
I know I'm the only one to blame
我知道我有罪
So I get drunk till I can't see
所以我一杯又一杯，知直到双眼朦胧
I love you but I hate me
我爱你，但却恨我现在的自己
Trying to be someone I can't be
试着去做一个不缺实际的人
And I ain't been myself lately
但最终迷失还是自己
Why I feel like I'm the only one that got me
为什么我到了孤芳自赏的程度
You could take the same 45 that shot me
你应该拿起枪，朝我射击
Pop the clip in,cock it back and put that motherfucker to my head,you'll never stop my
就算你装弹，上膛，打爆我的头，也无法阻止我
Yeah I be living life on the edge
是，我生活在崩溃的边缘
Suicide all in my head
满脑子想的都是死
Why the world don't care about one else's life till they already dead
为什么没人关心濒临崩溃，正一步步走向死亡的人
I just wish pops was back to how he was
我只希望老爸能回到原来的样子
Cause he ain't been the same since the drugs
沾染毒品的他与之前判若两人
And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved
他说最大的痛苦莫过于失去被爱的权利
So we use the drugs they gave to us
所以我把他给我药全部吞下
To replace the love the world takes from us
试着找回那些曾经失去的爱
Lately I don't even know who to trust
最终我却不知道我该去相信什么
They saying even Satan was an angel once
如今的撒旦过去也可能是个纯洁的天使
So I can't feel shit so numb that I can't feel shit
我什么都感觉不到，变的麻木不仁
Living just to die we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
生亦何欢死亦何苦，一生碌碌无为，毫无价值
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that shelf
我曾试过所有药物
Trust me man it don't help
信我，丝毫没用
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
I just feel like I'm losing myself
我只感觉我在迷失自己
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