Numb

Look, I know I ain't been myself lately

I've been feelin' like someone else lately

It's prolly this empty Colt 45

That's numbing the pain inside

Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately

I'm still a sinner

I'm losing myself, I need a sign

I needed space, I needed love, I needed time

And I never understood

How you could treat me so heartless

Until I realized that you just needed mine

That's what I mean by "loving you never helps"

Cause I just can't decide

Between loving you or myself

I just pushed away

Cause I drew a line and you crossed it

Crossing out my exes

And ex-ing out all my loses, I know

What it's like to lose somebody you love

And I know what it's like to

Lose yourself to the drugs

And I know what it's like to

Have to let go of someone

Cause they hurt you so bad that

You're not the person you was

They won't ever feel what I feel

In a world so fake

I just need something that's real

I've been dying to live

The devil's shooting to kill

I just can't help but wonder

If you think of me still

See, I've been losing my mind

I've been losing everybody I believed in

Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing

I'm coping with the pain

Hoping that the rain just stops

Cause it reminds me of the day

You said you leaving

We always seem to run from those that love us the most

And we never open up because we scared to get close

We running from the past

And we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts

Cause you left me when I needed you most

I said we always seem to

Run from those that love us the most

And never open up because we scared to get close

We running from the past

And we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts

We just hoping that it lasts

Cause I know what it's like to

Lose a person you love in

I know what it's like to

Lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what it's like to

Lose a person you love in

I know what it's like to

Lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what it's like to

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