adhd

The last one

Sick as a pig, can you help?

Tryna get a grip, fingers slip then I’m out

Sittin’ in a pit, only me and myself

I can’t deal with the screams, only screamin’ at myself (Ah)

Tryna protect so I project

Deflect and they call it self-defence

Feel the pressure and we all got our reasons

Smile on the out, but inside I keep bleedin’

Fun and games ’til you gotta take the blame

And I said it was me ’cause I’d do it for my mates

Then the game, would they say the same?

And it’s all tongue-in-cheek, tryna sweep out the fakes

Love never felt real, the wheels won’t break

They can’t see the tears through the raindrops

Tough lad and I always put a face on

Told me already that leopards can’t change spots

Sad songs, a sickness

The passenger always been a witness

Excalibur, incision

Goodbye, my only decision

Sad songs, a sickness

The passenger always been a witness

Excalibur, incision

Goodbye, my only decision

Overthink, sink in my seat

Eat, sleep, repeat, what you know about T?

Smoke weed only way I fall asleep

Same routine, drink ’til I can’t speak

Slave to the progress

Abscess ’cause I ain’t got control yet

I’m tryna fly but my wings feel broken

An eagle encaged in a closure, lowest

The lowest decomposing, I’m sober, loner

I can’t be alone, why I always pick the phone up?

I beg you pick the phone up

(Beg you pick the phone up)

Sad songs, a sickness

The passenger always been a witness

Excalibur, incision

Goodbye, my only decision

Yo

Yo, what’s good?

N-nuttin’, I just wanted to say, bruv

I love you, man, and I hope you’re doing well

And I miss you every day you’re not around

Feel my deficit (‘Cit), life I’m yet to live (Live)

Ain’t no S&M (M), I just shake my head (Head)

You can’t be my friend (Friend), living and I’m dead (Dead)

Caught in Charlotte’s web (Web), I can’t feel myself (Self)

My complexity (‘Y) be the death of me (Me)

Heaven weaponry (‘Ry), and my melons squeeze (Squeeze)

I got tendencies (‘Cies), psycho tendencies (‘Cies)

Touch me tenderly (‘Ly), Heaven, let me in (In)

I think you got amnesia (‘Nesia)

And your stress soon to give me alopecia (‘Pecia)

And I’m vexed tryna smile like Mona Lisa (Smile)

Fail to exit like I ain’t got a VISA