On the Edge of Sanity

Self inflicted torture

Wrap myself in pain

Never take a second to think

Of the people I have shamed

Fight to fake emotions

To make me seem alive

But the endless emptiness

Keeps growing deep inside

I can't take this

I can't face this

Life

Oh, where is the enemy

Where is the end for me

This is not what I wanted

Oh, every day that I am facing

I feel less alive

One step away from my demise

Never felt pleasure

Never felt content

Every step I take

I'm facing my decent

With blood on my fists

And death in my eyes

Breath thick of liquor

God please let me die

Please let me

Please let me die

I can't take this

I can't face this life

I can't take this

I can't face this life

Are you ******* ready?

Oh, where is the enemy

Where is the end for me

This is not what I wanted

Oh, every day that I am facing

I feel less alive

One step away from my demise