These Days

I know I should be more grateful

grateful for everything I have

And I know I should be less doubtful

But unfortunately I am just human

I'm in a big hole surrounded by fear

I'm in a deep dark hole

Deep enough for me to disappear

But should I go if earth the only place I know

All I know is I don't want this anymore

Livin' out life without nowhere what a distant is searching for

There are days where I would love to be somebody else

Days where I am fighting myself

There are days where I wish I would be a child again

And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last

Days where I wish I would be dead

Step back, stay away from me

Can't you respect that I only need my peace

These days I'm too weak to see

These days I'm all about me

I don't want to talk this out

Cause there are certain things we don't need to talk about

The silence in between will let you know what I mean

And each time I try to escape

I pray to go not to let me fake

And to take my doubts away

Hum hum....

There are days where I would love to be somebody else

Days where I am fighting myself

There are days where I wish I could be a child again

And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last

Days where I wish I would be dead....