歌词
Ayy, mmm
好难，做我自己好难
My eyes closed, I don't wanna see
想要逃避的我紧闭双眼
My mind gone, I can't sleep
迷失自己与失眠为伴
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
吃不下饭，我真的没胃口
It's kinda hard being me
好难，做我自己好难
My eyes closed, I can't see
抑郁缠身
My mind gone, I can't sleep
浑身街头气息同时我抑郁缠身
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
许多事情让我痛彻心扉
It's kinda hard being me
好想尽力迎合你们，可我tm又不是圣人
D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N
我想要重归正途，助你成功
A real street nigga, but I got depression
但你总掉链子，甚至背弃我
A lot of things really left my feelings hurtin'
我甚至对这个世界产生了质疑
Just wanna please everybody, I'm not perfect
还是躲在房间里陪麦吧
I tried to do right and be your stepping stone
麦还没关呢，父亲在沙发上抱着我
But you ain't do right, you even did me wrong
你感觉伤心了又在网上开始丧是吧
And I don't know which world that I'm standing on
你都不知道为什么我好想那些惹了麻烦的兄弟
I just wanna be left in the room with microphones
我只想你们平安回来啊
My dad held me on the couch when Mike was on
我会让他们付出代价的
Your feelings get hurt and then you get your typing on
我会甩掉那三个b的
I miss my nigga you just know he got indicted, oh
他们看到我听着riddim扭动身体
I just wanna see all my dawgs comin' home
他们知道我不会手软的
I'ma kill 'em, I'ma kill 'em, I'ma kill 'em
他们不信邪，现在看看他们的下场
And I'ma get three mother****in' rid of
假若我伤到了你那可真抱歉呢
They say Lil Choppa, he be jiggin' in his riddim
懦夫离我远点儿，药还得再来点儿
They say Lil Choppa, he be shootin' at his victims
我了结了他还不解恨呢
A lot of niggas tried to play and they got bodied
想要逃避的我紧闭双眼
And if I ever did you wrong, bitch, I'm sorry
迷失自己与失眠为伴
I pop the Percocets, I don't **** with the molly
吃不下饭，我真的没胃口
I killed him, but I keep on shooting at his body
好难，做我自己好难
My eyes closed, I don't wanna see
想要逃避的我紧闭双眼
My mind gone, I can't sleep
迷失自己与失眠为伴
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
吃不下饭，我真的没胃口
It's kinda hard being me
好难，做我自己好难
My eyes closed, I can't even see
别人怎么想我无法改变
My mind gone, I can't even sleep
我为她付出了一切，倒是给我点回应啊
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
我把赌注全压在你身上了，这还不行吗
It's kinda hard being me
彼此的红线相互缠绕，我都懂得
They gon' hate me 'til I die, I gotta live with that
但我在想啊
I gave that bitch my ****in' heart, I want my feelings back
那些快乐的日子
I always keep this shit one hundred, bae, how real is that?
那些快乐的日子
I know this shit get tangled up because our strings attached, mmm-mmm
那些快乐的日子
And I been just thinkin'
但我在想啊
About the best times of my life
那些快乐的日子
The best times of my life
那些快乐的日子
Best times of my life
我还能看到希望吗
Think about the, think about it
我能读懂你眼神的
The best times of my life
你想毁掉我吧
The best times of my life
果然是个骗子，你还是走吧
I just wanna go and see the light
被拒的时候我心都死了
I could just look inside your eyes
我哥们太冲动，这下天都塌了
And tell that you tryna kill my vibe
我们拔枪指向你的时候已经流不出眼泪了
I don't **** with you, you're a lie
你不倒下我们不会收手的
Knew it was a hit and deny
呵，不过这谁知道呢
All my niggas shoot, not the sky
想要逃避的我紧闭双眼
We be aimin' at you, we don't cry
迷失自己与失眠为伴
We ain't stoppin' violence 'til you die
吃不下饭，我真的没胃口
Lord knows, on Jesus Christ
好难，做我自己好难
My eyes closed, I don't wanna see
想要逃避的我紧闭双眼
My mind gone, I can't sleep
迷失自己与失眠为伴
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
吃不下饭，我真的没胃口
It's kinda hard being me
好难，做我自己好难
My eyes closed, I can't even see
想要逃避的我紧闭双眼
My mind gone, I can't even sleep
迷失自己与失眠为伴
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
吃不下饭，我真的没胃口
It's kinda hard being me
好难，做我自己好难
My eyes closed, I can't even see
My mind's gone, I can't even sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
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