Comatose

I down cups of sludge

And stay up forever'

Cause I'm too afraid of what happens

When I fall asleep

Can't drift away

If you keep on holding tight

Trust me, it's not worth the fight

Baby I swear that

I don't really know if

I'm lying to you

Or hiding the truth from myself

And I'm sorry

I'm notBut you deserve to feel dumb

If you thought

I was somebody else

I know that you checked my pulse

To see if

I was freaking out'

Cause you were freaking out

But I remain comatose

From coast to coast'

Cause everyone

I care about

Is miles away

Can't figure out the words to say

That I made a mistake

It's not my fault

If I can't see

How you could fall so easily

And I am never going to be

What you saw inside of me

I'm thinking of

Reasons not to love you

Ways I can push you away

And it's safe to assume

When you step in this room

You should thank your stars for everyday

I don't really know if

I'm lying to you

Or hiding the truth from myself

And I'm sorry

I'm notBut you deserve to feel dumb

If you thought

I was somebody else