weight of the wind (prod.oilcolor)

歌词
I can feel the weight of the wind in my home town
仍然能感觉到故乡的风吹拂
Cause ain't **** changed since the last time I been around
在上次回去之后 一切都没有改变
And I been feeling low, feeling slow, feeling run down
也自此感到低落 迟钝 一蹶不振
I said "I been doing well," truth is I don't know now
我说“我过的还不错” 其实现在我也不知道我过的好不好
And I can hear the pain in the way you say my name
我能听到你说我名字时的痛楚
The cold gaze in your eyes
你眼神冰冷
Tell me all the things that keep you up and night
告诉我是什么让你无法入眠
If you sleep forever then you'll never have to fight
如果你永远沉睡下去的话 就不用再挣扎了啊
Where do I start
从哪里开始说好呢
I got a big ego and a small heart
我无比自负又心胸狭窄
Rolling through with a bad attitude
态度极差地过着这一生
And a mother ****ing chip on my shoulder too
脾气暴躁一触即发
I'm like damn, how did it get like this?
真该死 怎么会沦落到这种地步
I still hate my life, I'm still full of ****
我还是痛恨我的人生 我还是一塌糊涂
And I got a thing for destruction
我对毁灭情有独钟
Down all the pills, said "**** the instructions"
嗑完全部的药 接着说“去TMD教条”
I can make the things that I love die
我可以让我爱的东西都死掉
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
摧毁支撑我活下去的一切
Push away the people who stood by my side
把身边的人都推开
They ask me why I do it I don't know why
他们问我为什么这么做 可我自己也不明白
I can make the things that I love die
我可以让我爱的东西都死掉
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
摧毁支撑我活下去的一切
Push away the people who stood by my side
把身边的人都推开
They ask me why I do it I don't know why
他们问我为什么这么做 本性所驱 言语难致
专辑信息
1.weight of the wind (prod.oilcolor)
2.get over it (prod.oilcolor)
3.everything (prod.oilcolor)
4.gutter
5.stranger (prod.oilcolor)
6.[bonus] fair trade (prod.oilcolor &nobloodnotears)