歌词
Waking up at the crack of noon
晌午时分醒来
Reminiscing of the times I'm waking up with you
忆起曾和你一起醒来的那段时光
I should leave, sell my ****, make some kind of moves
我应该离开，忘记一切，向前看
I'm lying to myself, I never leave this ******* room
我一直在欺骗自己，我他妈从没离开过这
I gotta pile of **** I haven't addressed, head is a mess
我还有一堆破事没处理，脑子一团混乱
Check the 'scrip bottles, see if any are left
瞧瞧还有没有剩下的酒
There's nothing, nowhere, well let's not even go there
什么都没了，无处可寻，别想那些了
I'm lucky if I wake up, let alone care
我能清醒过来已经很幸运了，与孤独相伴
'Cause there's a fine line from who I am and who I wanna be
真正的自我与理想中的我千差万别
Amazed at what I find when I look within honestly
说真的当我发觉一切时我惊恐万分
Honestly, it feels like I'm waiting to die
真的，就像濒死状态那样
Watch the days pass by, what's it mean to be alive?
日复一日，年又一年，生命的意义是什么？
And I've been killing time, going to bed with the sunrise
我始终在虚度光阴，日夜颠倒
I got this feeling I won't make it to twenty-five
这感觉深入骨髓，我不会耽搁太久
It's a far cry, know we all got hard times
这不是瞬息万变的，我们都经历过坎坷
But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die
但是这熬不尽的黑夜折磨的我想要死去
Leave my body by the liquor store
离开给予迷醉的烟酒商店
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
我是个混蛋，让我慢慢死去吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
这一切对我于来说都太晚了，你他妈看不到么
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我自掘坟墓，拜托了成全我吧
Leave my body by the liquor store
离开给予迷醉的烟酒商店
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
我是个混蛋，让我慢慢死去吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
这一切对我于来说都太晚了，你他妈看不到么
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我自掘坟墓，拜托了成全我吧
Don't even try to feed me all that "life is what you make it"
别跟我说些类似“心有所愿无所不能的”鬼话
Pull up to your 9-to-5 and smile or try to fake it
别这么强颜欢笑的焦头烂额了
But when you're in your bed alone I know you ******* face it
但我知道当你孤身一人时你还要直面应对一切
One day you'll meet your maker, and you'll see your life was wasted
总有一天你会发觉一切都是安排好的，你所做的一切都是徒劳
The reaper creeping slow, I know you see him when you dreaming
死亡与黑暗逐渐向你袭来，我知道这是你的梦魇
You posted at a party but he's in the dark scheming
他就在你的身边，在黑暗中桀桀怪笑
And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning
你还不停地告诉我生活的意义所在
So sorry if I'm pessimistic but I don't believe it
我为悲观道歉但我从不相信你所说的一切
I'm a **** up, ************
我是个废物，混蛋
I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
我厌恶我自己的一切行为
I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
我受够了寻求真爱，我宁愿承受痛苦
I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
我活够了，抱歉老妈
Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
对啊我是个废物，混蛋
I needed you, you left me in the gutter
我需要你的时候你抛下我
The saddest part is that I really loved her
可悲的是我深深的爱着她
On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
逐渐沦陷，向更深处沉溺
Leave my body by the liquor store
离开给予迷醉的烟酒商店
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
我是个混蛋，让我慢慢死去吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
这一切对我于来说都太晚了，你他妈看不到么
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我自掘坟墓，拜托了成全我吧
Leave my body by the liquor store
离开给予迷醉的烟酒商店
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
我是个混蛋，让我慢慢死去吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
这一切对我于来说都太晚了，你他妈看不到么
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我自掘坟墓，拜托了成全我吧
I'm a **** up, ************
我是个废物，混蛋
I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
我厌恶我自己的一切行为
I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
我受够了寻求真爱，我宁愿承受痛苦
I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
我活够了，抱歉老妈
Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
对啊我是个废物，混蛋
I needed you, you left me in the gutter
我需要你的时候你抛下我
The saddest part is that I really loved her
可悲的是我深深的爱着她
On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
逐渐沦陷，向更深处沉溺
专辑信息
1.Skully