歌词
Waking up at the crack of noon
正午的阳光叫醒了我
Reminiscing of the times I'm waking up with you
还是不习惯身旁已没了你
I should leave, sell my ****, make some kind of moves
逼迫自己要向前走
I'm lying to myself, I never leave this ******* room
却还是骗自己，桎梏在原地
I gotta pile of **** I haven't addressed, head is a mess
生活将我凌迟，脑袋一片混乱
Check the 'scrip bottles, see if any are left
借酒浇愁
There's nothing,nowhere. but let's not even go there
我们哪里都不要去，像从前一样
I'm lucky if I wake up, let alone care
我很庆幸至少还有孤独陪伴着我
'Cause there's a fine line from who I am and who I wanna be
思考我是谁和我想要成为谁
I'm amazed at what I find when I look within honestly
用心审视自己，我很震惊
Honestly, it feels like I'm waiting to die
我早已厌倦这尘世
Watch the days pass by, what's it mean to be alive?
不明白活着的意义
And I've been killing time, going to bed with the sunrise
就让时间停滞，我只想伴着日出入睡
I got this feeling I won't make it to twenty-five
25岁是我的终点吗
It's a far cry, know we all got hard times
我们都被生活折磨的遍体鳞伤
But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die
觉得了无生趣
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痹自己逃避着现实
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
让我一个人慢慢腐蚀吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
病入膏肓已无解药
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已准备好了坟墓
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痹自己逃避现实
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
让我一个人慢慢腐蚀吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
病入膏肓已无解药
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已准备好了坟墓
Don't even try to feed me all that "life is what you make it"
不要强行给我灌输生命由我主宰
Pull up to your 9-to-5 and smile or try to fake it
朝九晚五，脸上挂着虚伪的笑容
But when you're in your bed alone I know you ******* face it
但是夜晚来临，孤独也在侵袭着你
One day you'll meet your maker and you'll see your life was wasted
有天你会看见你让你觉得一直在虚度光阴的人
The reaper creeping slow, I know you see him when you dreaming
死神悄悄进入你的梦中
You posted at a party but he's in the dark scheming
在你身处热闹的舞池中
And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning
你却不停的告诉我，好好生活吧
So sorry if I'm pessimistic but I don't believe it
即使我很悲观，也不相信这些
I'm a **** up, ************
我早已自暴自弃
I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
厌倦自我
I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
厌倦爱情，我更愿意孤独死去
I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
厌倦生命，我更愿意妈妈百岁
Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
我早已自暴自弃
I needed you, you left me in the gutter
我需要你，你却早已离我而去
The saddest part is that I really loved her
我真的很爱你
On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
我用力挥舞着手臂，你却任我往下沉溺
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痹自己逃避着现实
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
让我一个人慢慢腐蚀吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
病入膏肓已无解药
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已准备好了坟墓
Leave my body by the liquor store
酒精麻痹自己逃避着现实
I'm an asshole, let me die slow
让我一个人慢慢腐蚀吧
It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
病入膏肓已无解药
I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
我已准备好了坟墓
I'm a **** up, ************
我早已自暴自弃
I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
厌倦自我
I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
厌倦爱情，我更愿意孤独死去
I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
厌倦生命，我更愿意妈妈百岁
Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
我早已自暴自弃
I needed you, you left me in the gutter
我需要你，你却早已离我而去
The saddest part is that I really loved her
我真的很爱你
On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
我用力挥舞着手臂，你却任我往下沉溺
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